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2009-12-27T00:27:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.

BAD MOOD DAY! >:(

Idk why, my mood went down the moment i woke up today.
Mood was very bad, even after meeting fengling for tuition.
Sorry for those whom i showed black faces to.
my mood is just uber-ly bad.

Bla bla bla, went to sentosa with regina, jun, jannah, kryan, terry, mickey, arie, azim.
Quite fun though it was raining.
Things happened, funny-ed.
BLA BLA BLA.

Currently, MY MOOD IS SUPER SUPER BAD.
And, this freaking bastard came to talk to me.
I TELL YOU, talk to him = VOMIT BLOOD.
!@#$%^&^%$#@#$%^^%$#
FRUSTRATEDDDDDDD.
I feel like scolding him BUT I CANT!
argh, ARHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHG
SDJKFDSJHFSI
SFJDSFKDSFJKLSJDF
ADFJSDJKAJDA
ADJKLFSDKLFJDSKLFJDSKFJKDSJFKS
AKFDJLAKSJDLASJDKSKJSAKLDJAS;LD
IRRITATING!

WHATEVER!
today's just a bad day for me.
Wells, i'll be fine tomorrow!
Cheers and BYE！

~

2009-12-24T00:35:00.002+08:00

Heh, i'm lazy to post everything.
I'm just, too tired. :x

Basically, got christmas presents from:-
-My cousin/aunt/relative (idk how is she related to me. LOL.)
-Regina
-KK & KN.

Thanks alot. (:

Jay chou's movie is showing on the 31st of december~
I admit that he don't look good in that movie uh. :x Hhaha.
But still, MUST SUPPORT. :D

Show is releasing his 7th album sooooonnnnn.
He got a new hairstyle. BANGS.
Super cute uh, with his eye bags.
OMGGGGGGGG!
He's soooooooooooooooo shuai~ :D
But, i prefer his xue hai's hairstyle, cool-er.
My sister prefers the bangs though. Heh.

Anyway, show is justttt tooooooooooooo cute. heheheeeeee.

Picture for "whatever" will be uploaded next time.
I'm tired. Bye guys. (:

lingg

2009-12-21T23:08:00.004+08:00

he's just tooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!

and, he's just toooooooooooooooo HOT!

Of course, not forgetting my..
JAY CHOU & KIM HYUN JOONGGGGGGGGG :D

2009-12-20T23:36:00.004+08:00

Everything's over!

Wells, my ahma's 100th day is over.
We can wear colourful clothes.
We can move our furnitures.
We can do alot of things.
But, we cant bai bai everyday. Because, her tablet is being put at a temple.
Together with, alot alot alot of my ancestors.

On the 18th of december.
Regina, Fengling, KK, and KN came to find me. :D
Boring though, coz we got nothing to do. LOL.
But yang yang sang a song, and it ended with wa si lin lao bei. ( i'm your father), and he pointed to kk. LOL, he kept on repeatingg.
We were laughing our ass off man!

I think yang yang love kk alot uh. haha.
Coz when he saw kk and kn coming, he ran to kk and hugged him. SO FUNNY.

Pictures, not many. haha.

Yang yang was enjoying talking to kk and kn.
But they were annoyed i guess! LOL.
Regina was sooo boredd.

Two monkeys. Heh.

This was taken on the 19th.
We were too bored.

My lao bei.
Haha, he seemed serious uh?
BUT, behind the scene...
HILARIOUS!

Okay, on the 19th.
I WOKE UP AT 6 PLUS!
early right, damn tired. LOL.

Bascially, chanting and praying the whole day.
BLA BLA.
There was a set of culinary set, made of paper. HAHA.
It was for my ahma.
Before we bring it to burn, we "explored".
There were, pots, pans, wok, chopping board, tea pot, knife, chop sticks, kettle, and alot alot more, made of paper!
One more special thing, gas!
It's a "hell" brand gas. Heh.
I think it's abit wrong to post the picture here.

Today, went to the temple where most of my ancestors' tablets were kept.
AIR POLLUTION.
Eyes damn damn damn pain. lols.
We went into the shop that sell incense paper.
There were bicycle, aeroplane, passport, air tickets, train tickets, cruise ticket, and umbrella somemore.
Then, my mother asked: " Does it rain down there ( the underworld)? Why need umbrella?"
LOL, she said it in a very funny tone. All of us laughed.
There was once, she said:
"nowadays, there are sooo many things. Got paper tv, paper, radio, paper dvd, air conditioner, clothes, shoes and alot more. But why they never make bra?"
LOLOL, this was the most funniest.
Coz, she watched where got ghost. Then, she suddenly asked us this. HEHEHE.
我的老妈子可是很搞笑的哦! :D

alright, long post i know.
BYE GUYS. (:

LINGGG.

2009-12-18T00:08:00.003+08:00

Hey, people. (:
Well, didnt blog yesterday.
Wasn't feeling all the way from afternoon, home and till night.
Headache, tired, sleepy, vexed.

Went to celebrate melissa's birthday today.
Hope that she's quite happy uh. Hahah.
But there wasn't much time to celebrate for her.
It was a full-ish day! Coz of the food!

Tomorrow's my ahma's birthday.
But, it's a petty that she's gone before she can celebrate her birthday.
Thinking back, we didnt even help her celebrate once. Not, once at all.
Well, she's gone.
No matter how sad we are.
No matter how guilty we are for not treating her well.
No use already.
FULL OF REGRETS.
Haiish, but there's nothing we can do now.
THINK POSITIVELY~

Recalling backkkk, i want to thank some people here.

Regina, Fengling and KK:
Thanks for being with me during the most darkest period of my life. It was the 3 of you, who really cheered me up. Came to the hospital to accompany me, accompany me for lunch as well as to visit my ahma during her crucial period. Really, there are alot of things i wanna tell you guys. But, i'm just speechless for now. LOL. Yeah, thanks for attending my ahma's wake too. Wells, my father appreciates what you guys have done. Went to the hospital, and attended the wake. You guys have also accompanied my ahma for the rest of the time she had in this world. Like what my father said, the 3 of you are really good and lucky, because you all get to see my ahma before she left. And even after she left, you 3 came to pay respect to her, and also not only once, but twice. I really dk what to say, but a thankyou! My ahma will always watch you guys. (:

Melissa and Zhangjun:
Well, not forgetting you two. Haha, thanks for everythingg. Thanks for coming to my ahma's wake too. Zhangjun, thank you for not attending half of your band practice to come over. Both of you are the best too! (:

Terry:
Although you didnt come to the hospital or attend my ahma's wake, you're the best too! Haha.
You tried to comfort me when my ahma was admitted to the hospital, and when she was in the cruical state, and also after the day she left me. During my days sleeping over in the hospital, you pei-ed me talk till late late in the middle of the night. And, almost bought macs and bring over to the hospital, but i know you didnt want to. Hhaha, i know you were tired too. But thanks alot for stay up till sooo late just to accompany me.

Well, there are more that really cheered me up. THANKS ALOT ALOT!
LOVE YOU GUYS! (:

Tomorrow, kk, fengling and regina will be visiting me at my ahma's there.
SEE YOU GUYS!

And, saturday will be her 100th day.
Rest in peace, my ahma. (:

linggggggg.

2009-12-15T23:28:00.004+08:00

HEY, people.

Wells, went to mos burger with the koh and the zhang today. Hehe. :x
HAHA, dk what to say.
Nevermindd.

I tell you uh, i tell you.
我要瘦脸!!!
I cant stand it already, too circular. ._.''
Help me lehhhh. :x

AND AND, someone promised me something.
WITNESS!

-..-'' said:
no luh !
i swear , i tayjiangjie will not touch cigg anymore. even though ongyiling never see . i'll be struck by lighting !

see see, well.
I've got another promise message in my phone, in case he don keep his words!
Help me witness uh. REMEMBERRR~

Actually, i wanted to blog out alot of things.
But, idk how should i express my feelings.
I guess, i'm really..speechless.
Actually, no.
And, i
really
tried
my
hardest
to
forget
everything.

But, the memory just stucked in my mind.
ERASE OFF, YOU IDIOT!
I HATE YOU.
WHY DID YOU RUIN MY DREAM?
WHY DID YOU USE ME AS YOUR TOOLS, TREAT ME AS YOUR SUBSTITUTE?
WHY DID YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS?
THINK ABOUT IT.
DON YOU FEEL GUILTY, TOWARDS ME?
WELLS, YOU DON HAVE A HEART.
I HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOU

Crazy me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

BYE, people.
Loves, LINGGG.

2009-12-15T01:10:00.002+08:00

Wells, today, went out with bi and jun to mos burger.
F.M.I, please go to regina koh's blog. Haha, lazy to write.

Heyyyy, anyone of you can buy me...
-N.U.M bagpack
-STORYBOOKS~
-A nice wallet
-SS501 albums
-Etude house BB cream
-more, but i cant think of anything now. lols. :x

PLEASE, buy for me. :x
I really want them~
LOL, crazy. Ask for presents on my own blog.
I'M REALLY INSANE~

BECAUSE, i'm talking to a crazy person.
And the crazy person ask me to say that i'm talking to a crazy person, which is that crazy person i'm referring to now.
So, the crazy person i'm referring to now, is the crazy person that ask me to talk about talking to him, which is this crazy person.
And, i'll really go insane if i continue talking like this about this crazy person. LOL.
Wells, he's really crazy today.

I'M HUNGRYYY, and tired. ):
Haiish, cant eat now.
If not, i'll gain more weight.
And, i'll be a tun-tun-ni. Aw. ):

goodbye people.
LOVES, linggg.

2009-12-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

Introducingg..
F&N Flashy Fruitade!

THIS IS NOT A NORMAL DRINK.
it's special!
Because, it's my energy drink since 984832728732982309 years ago.
DON PLAY PLAY!

13/12/2009

Haha, i'm just being lame here.
'Cause i have nothing to do.
Wells, went out with kexin, her sister and a guy called gordon.
Plaza sing, and then suntec, and home, watched new moon on the net.
Shall not elaborate uh. LOL.

Today, stayed at home.
Did some maths questions while watching where got ghost.
Bla, there's only one word i can say about today: BORING!

Seriously, moodswing easily these few days.
Dk why uh, so don talk to me so often.
'Cause i'll find you irritatingggg. :X
Try, if you don believe.
Anyways, going back school tomorrow in the morningg.
SO, i have to be a good girl and sleep early tonight.
OH, it's 12.00 on the dot!
My lao mao bing came back, HEADACHE.
GO AWAYY~

Anyway, i'm going to bed nowwwwwww.
Guai right, so early. Haha.
Nights, people.

2009-12-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

Okay, there's a problem to the date and time on my blog, so i shall state the date whenever i blog.
Heh, now, it's 12.37, so it's counted as 12 december.

Haha, 11 demember.
Morning, woke up at 7 plus. Damn freaking tired.
Went to school with fengling for the orientation planning.
Shall not elaborate more on that. It's confidential! Wahaha.

After that, went parkway for lunch, KFC!
Then, wanted to go to popular.
But halfway through, we were attracted by the phone cover.
Melissa and fengling bought the phone cover.
I hesitated for quite a long time, but ended up getting nothing. :X
I bought double eye lid stickers and pore-cleaning pad from another stall.
Went to popular, but left after 5 minutes inside.
Melissa and fengling stayed.

Went home to changed and headed off to orchard.
Well, worked for SKII again.
Nothing much happened.
But, when the event was going to end, they got champagne for celebrating.
The champagne contains 12% alcohol, cost 94 dollars, which i think it's quite expensive uh.
Then, there were alot of cups left.
I started drinking one cup.
Then regina and jun, drank one cup each.
Jun's face went red and she went gong after that.
Regina was okay after drinking. But she also went gong, awhile after.
I kept on taking and taking, 8 cups.

Honestly, i got a lil dizzy.
Then, me and regina went to etude house to buy some stuff.
Went i got home, i was really, blur. LOL.
My sister said that i had strong alcohol smell which made me stink.
My mother warned me not to drink outside. Heh. :x
I got blur when i talked to people on msn.
So, that's the reason why i don feel like talkinggggg.

Feel so uncomfortable currrently.
Stuffed, feel like vomitting uh.
Goddddd, bu shuu fuuuu~
I think i better brush my teeth.

BYE~
lingggggg xD

2009-12-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

HEY, people.

I know i didnt post for quite a long time uh.
Yeah, because of my laziness, i decided not to post.
HAHA, opps. :X

Anyway, i cut my hair today.
OMG LUH, it's short again.
I don't know how long do i need to take to grow back.
Haiish, then went fengling's house to do my homework.
Before that, we were making dumplings. Haha.
After that, went to cut hair and back home, and went back to her house again.
We started talking, then did abit. Then, i started to feel sleepy.
I went to her bed, and eventually fell asleep for, maybe 1 hour? LOL.

Went home and did nothing.
Alright, i'm having a meeting tomorrow.
And then, work again.
Sooooo tired uh!

Nights guys. (:
lingg.

2009-08-29T17:06:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!
My internet is currently having a problem, that's why i didnt online for soooooo longggggggggggg.
Currently, at fengling's house.

Before coming fengling's house, i was...
Haha, Just now, was packing my whole whole whole room, darn.
ALOT OF dust. -.-
Regina came and helped me pack.
Alot of things happened.
And, Kenneth koh came. He so different at first.
Alot of things happened again.
My father and mother were sooo funny.
Hahaha.
Then my mother cooked lunch for Regina and Kenneth Koh.
After that, i went to bath, and they were in my room, talking with sister, playing with my brother.
Yang yang is soo..Hyper?
Got kor kor pei him play.
He's always play with girls.
Now,got kk pei him, he happy eh.

Anyway, went to fengling's house and till now.
Later at night, go eat dinner and send kenneth koh back to hospital.
TSK TSK.

Anyway, my internet is really having a great problem.
SIAN. nevermind, i'll try to blog as soon as possible. (:
see ya.

linggggggggggggg.

2009-08-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

People!
My head is splitting apart, aid from anyone? :o
DOCTOR! HAH.

Anyway, went to school this morning.
Felt utterly awful, aww. ):
There was a war occuring in my head, bullets flying everywhere. ._.
Wanted to vomit, but cant.
My headache was really hurting, until i teared. :x
Was doing duty, then melissa dragged me to the sick bay.
Shauna was inside, then the person didnt allow me to go in.
Then, i stayed outside with both MELISSAs and fengling.
Came out, and sat at the foyer again.
Fengling helped me messaged my head, it was soo damn shiok. :D
But, my headache didnt go away. ):

Maths and addmaths lesson, totally cannot concentrate.
Was feeling so bad that i almost faint. -.-
Then, went to the sick bay during recess.
Went home at around 10 plus 11.
Went to see doctor. Waited for almost an hour.
Went home and bla bla bla.

TWO DAYS MC, only.
LOL, and the medicine is really reacting, i'm feeling so sleepy after i finish my medicine.
Just ate. I wanna sleep. :x
anyway, see ya. ):

lingg

2009-08-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

To be honest, I'd been tired for so long I don't remember, not accurately, when I realised something serious was wrong with me and loads of things. I tried to put up with it, though. Told myself I needed more rest and that it'd pass. But, it didn't.
It hurts.

Well, today, a fruitful day. (:
Went out with regina, fengling, kenneth KOH & NG.
Alot of nonsensical things happened.
The most funniest was the food court part. LOL.
Kenneth koh stupid AHHH-UMM.
Making fengling couldn't finish her food. Ended up with me trying to feed her. :o
I went MIA with kenneth koh and kenneth ng, leaving regina and fengling behind. :x
SO sorry, i have to.
Anyway, after alot of stupid things happened, we went to fengling's house.
While i was in the toilet, fengling's mother came into the room, saw kenneth koh and ng.
Guess what she said? Let me translate in english, because she said it in chinese.
"Wahh, there are 2 handsome guys here, without me knowing. "
When fengling told me, i was like...SPEECHLESS. LOL.
Anyway, both KENNETHs went off halfway.
The 3 of us chatted, well, sort of emotional. :x
Went home at 6 plus plus.

I've been having headache everyday.
And, idk why.
Lack of sleep? Maybe. Lols.
Visited some blogs.
Currently, watching incredible tales from channel 8.
Thanks to Jiangjie, for reminding me. If not, i'll miss it again.
Because, i missed last week's episode.

Serious luh, my mood isn't that good recently.
SOOO, I PLEASE/plead/beg some of you, don't don't DON'T make me !@#$%, can or not?

Heard LOTS of things about you. Alot, alot.
You didnt know how I feel.
Well, because you're selfish.
You're making people feel bad.
You're trying to make a fool of other people.
YOU are happy, but i'm not.
zzz.
Too bad, just kcuf off.
Don't you dare to come into my life anymore.
I don't wanna see you, not even a glimpse of your face.
GOODBYE.

2009-08-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

冷战;

你把我当成石膏再不跟我争
是不是一种预告假装都看不到
不再重要我不会再跟你闹
无言是一种毒药更象一把刀
切开我们的拥抱到底爱剩多少
需要思考承诺随爱蒸发掉
不想再当配角安静让我动摇我想逃跑
我听到你冷战的心跳两败俱伤的记号
闪躲不了我知道莫名其妙求饶也不会是解药
不如弃权走掉
面对冷的空气冷的墙壁冷到昏迷
冷到我真的快窒息
冷战到何时能平息放我离去

2009-08-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

people, blogger is so weird. LOL.

anyway, let's talk about yesterday.
It was our school's NDP celebration.
It was well, great!
We spent less than 1 week ( added together ), to rehearse!
And for the dance, we spent like 2-3 days to practice.
Everything was so last minute, but we managed to make it! WOOHOO.
And and, the light sticks and poppers!
The whole school must thank me, regina and fengling okay!
Because, after we rehearsed on wednesday until 6 plus, we headed to bugis to buy them, and brought them home!
We bought 20 tubes of light sticks, which added up a total of 1000 lightsticks!
And also, 10 poppers. LOL.
So, must thank us for making such sacrifices okay. (:
Just joking.

Anyway, back to topic.
Yesterday, the parade was awesome, although it was not perfect.
I was the timer for the flag excorters.
Then, went we march to our own place, i was like shouting the timing right in a boy's ear.
He was like, awwww! LOL.
I laughed, although i was still standing still, and i'm not supposed to! LOL.
Then, i was standing directly(?) in front of yenzhi, and she captured a photo of me, I'M GOING TO KILL HER.
And, maike, feng feng and i think leon was laughing while i was facing them, so malu. zzz.

Anyway, straight after the parade, we RAN to the toilet to change.
And, we danced on stage. SO MALU.
Because, we only rehearsed it for about 6 hours?! And, it's total! LOL.
Then, after the dance, we ran down to grab teachers on stage. Haha. SO FUN. (:
When everything's over, we went for our science carnival.

Bla bla, everything's over.
Then, me, melissa, jun, terry and mr lim went to swensen's for meeting.
So cool, i ate until full full. Ordered breaded chicken, coke and black forest ice-cream.
Then, me and melissa headed to ECP, because melissa told me that charlene was having a fight with a gang of lians and bengs.
And, i was going to be the peace maker. lols.
When i reached, all of them faces weird weird one.
In the end, the lians and bengs were wennhon, vincent, raffles they all.
But they were not fighing. Haha.
Then charlene was like, so angry?
They waited for 2 hours. I'M SO SORRY, MY DEAR PEOPLE. ):
then, regina asked me to follow her to buy water, then bla bla bla.
When i wanted to go find them, danqi told me to follow her to macs as she dropped her lollipop there.
Then, bla bla bla.
After that, when i went to find them, there was a cake on the time.
WOOHOO, suprise for the august babies. ( Fengling, Shiru and I)
I thought it was a girl guides party. -.-
I was kinda shocked. o.0 LOL.
Then, when i was so engrossed in the singing of birthday song, a girl called SERENE LIM.
Who had a plate of whipped cream on her hand, PAK! ON MY FACE! OMG!
My whole face kena whipped cream, fengling and shiru also kena.
AND MY CONTACTS WENT !@#$%, because i didnt close my eyes as she PAK!, coz I DIDNT KNOW!
My face so oily, my hair so oily, my hand also oily. Everything's oily.
And i got a very whipped creamy smell all the way. Like vomit like that, bleah.

And, thanks to the whipped-cream yesterday.
I WAS REWARDED WITH ALOT OF PIMPLES ON MY FOREHEAD.
Really, a thousand thank man.
My forehead's pimple got alot of new friends. LOL
Anyway, thanks alot alot alot for my beloved guides to prepare this wonderful and creamy birthday surprise for us.
HARDWORK APPRECIATED. :D

ALRIGHT, shall stop here, enough. LOL.
bye. (:

lingg

2009-08-06T02:11:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you

Do you see how much I need you right now?

We were made for each other
Out here foreverI know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

2009-08-05T15:07:00.000+08:00

okay, a few days of not blogging.
haha, i felt so bored now.
time: 11.38pm

Today, biology test. Totally screwed. Idk how to do.
Chemistry test, confirm flunk. Add maths test, already failed.
What's wrong with me? TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG?

Is it because i dedicated too much time on nonsensical stuff?
I have been thinking and thinking these few days, what's wrong with me, actually?
Am i sort of an idiot or what?
I've been feeling, well, some kinda useless.
THINGS, ARE NOT GETTING RIGHT.

CCAs, friend, council board, school, tests.
Every single thing stated, are all HAVING PROBLEMS, and has been exerting too much pressure on me.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?

What the samhill is happening?
Hasn't things been so fine for me all along?
I WAS a happy girl, just a few weeks ago.
And after that few weeks, I AM an idiot, not happy at all.

I'm getting more and more emotional each day.
My mood is !@#$%^&, utterly BAD, so pardon me if, and i said IF.
IF, i rise my voice and yell at you, or show you bad attitude, pardon me.
I'm sorry i have to do that, because my mood is sometimes high, sometimes low.
For people who has stepped on my toe, i'm sorry, i'll turn nasty in just one second.
And, i mean it.

NOBODY's trying to understand me, and i don't deserve to.
AND, i don't even give a damn to people who are soooooo, self-centered.
Well, it's your problem. Why should I even care?
If, you think that you are ALWAYS right, live it up!
Bring this kind of mindset all around until you die.
If, you think that everyone will listen to you, then, go ahead and think all you want.
If, you think that everyone will be standing at your side, go ahead and drag more people.
If, you think that you're the best, go ahead and become an idiot when a person tells you that you're not.
If, you think that i'll apologise to you, go ahead and dream.
If you dream, it might come true. Giving you a chance to dream.

I'M GOING CRAZY,
EVERYTHING'S DRIVING ME TO THE EDGE OF MY DEATH.
STUPID. IDIOT.
Freak you manzxc.
I FEEL LIKE VENDING MY ANGER ON YOU!
PUNCH YOU!
KILL YOU!
BITE YOU!
CUT YOU INTO PIECES!
THROW YOU INTO THE POT!
COOK CURRY HUMAN!

What's the problem with you, you tell me?
WELL, push everything to me.
My fault, okay.
Fine.

I think, I did a wrong decision, a wrong choice.
Whatever it is, i know who i am.
I live it up with my own perspectives.
I have my own stand, have my own characters.
And i know it myself, I'm as stubborn as an ox.
I wont give up, neither will i give in to such losers like you.
No way, and never will.
Trust me, and i really mean it.

linggg.

2009-08-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

alright, after 473892027937169 days, i finally updated! ;D
anyway, although it's 2nd of august now, i still wanna wish my lamchichi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! xD

what's wrong with blogger? It seems weird. o.0
LOL, anyway, idk what to blog.
Life just suck, suck, SUCK!

Anyway, yesterday went to alot alot of places. o.0
lols, i don wanna elaborate anymore because regina blogged it out.
Although there were some details she didnt say, but most of it are still in her blog. (:

And, my mood recently, IS VERY BAD.
Please, don mess with me.
You will regret if you do so.
Because, i can turn nasty very quickly.
Watch out.

&You're right, that person is not really a good person.
Finally, i understand why you said that.

You're the worst person i've ever seen.

Anyway, people are often double-sided.
If you think that they treat you good, it might not be true.
It might just be their awful acts, with motives.
Because, one day, they might just dump you here and walk away happily.
Abandoned.
This seems to be an easy word, but look deeply inside.
It has hidden meanings in it.
Well, friendship is just an empty shell.
It's how you add your memories into the shell of friendship. Be it good, or bad.
Sometimes, people are just treating you like !@#$%^&, that is it.
Don't, ever let such people climb onto your head.
Mess up with your brain, stab you in your heart, and walk away.

lingg.

2009-07-15T18:52:00.000+08:00

Hey, people.
And yes, i'm back posting~
Wahaha, doesnt't it sound great?
Well, to me, IT DOES!
LOL, i'm totally insane.
Maybe, out of my mind!

I think i should change the way i'm typing my post.
Or maybe, remain as it is.
Or, type like a composition, just like this. Seee, I think that i looks better, isn't it? Lols, let me try typing my post this way, and wait for high demands! WEEE~, anyway, what's my purpose of blogging? HMMMS, it's toooooooooooo, talk about... ME! LOL, nice man.

Today, nothing special or hilarious things happened until our CME period. I think that Miss tham is, well, brave? LOL. I cant stop laughing while i think of the things she did this morning! Let me share with you guys. As she was teaching, a few guys ran cross and made a din. Then, she said, " Hope you fall. " Then, whole class laughed. It was the second time the guys ran across our class, she said, again, "Hope you fall. Again. " LOL, wasn't it funny? Well, another thing. I bet it'll be funnier! While she was teaching, Leon was looking outside. So, Miss tham thought that there was a student who was trying to disturb her teaching. She said something, " Who's that behind the door? GET LOST! " Then, Leon said that it was MR LIM. Then, Mr lim went past, THE WHOLE CLASS STARTED LAUGHING! lols, funny, indeed.

After school, went to F&N room, because Mdm tan said that we have to report then wait until 2.15, to be dismissed. We went, then after that, i went to find Miss han. Then, went to the canteen and read my book. Jannah and xiang guang joined me and Fengling. I must admit that Jannah has great artistic skills! She draws well, but sad to say, she's taking D&T instead of Art. Gone to waste man, such talented young lady! Xiang guang was trying to kope my Domo-kun! How bad was he. HAHA, anyway, went home at 3.30 and Jiangjie bought me my chocolate milk he owned me. That was the second bottle! Lucky, i didn't drink chocolate milk during my recess. If not, i'll be a chocolate milk freak!

Anyway, i've forgotten what i wanna blog. STM luh. No no, is SSSTM. Super Serious Short Term Memory. LOL. Alright, idk what to say le.

so, goodbye!

LINGGGG.

2009-07-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

alright, people.
it's a sunday night.
and it's 11.11pm now.

and i'm so bored.
just finished a 2hr dj.
soooo longggg mann.
but i started a JAYCHOU non-stop hits.
cool man, i play until i want to sleep. LOL.

you know, jay chou's songs can really affect people's mood.
michael jackson's songs can really make people ... idk how to say.
both of them are AWESOMEEEEE! WEEEE~

anyway, i've nothing to say.
so, goodbye. LOL.

lingg

2009-07-05T17:09:00.000+08:00

people.
welcome back to, yiling's journal.
LOL, alright, i'm being lame again.
hmms, shhh, don tell anyone okay.
it will ruin my reputation. hahas. (:

anyway, slept at 4am this morning?
lols, was skyping from 11 until 4.
nice man! hahas.
caijing and steph are funny chups. (:
don forget the steam defination by jake! HAHA.
granny grig, with that weird accent.
jenjen, with the KIM HYUN JOONG's dream.
she's my zhi ying. lols.
and, ferdy's HB. hahas.

alright, having a fun time talking to them.
anyway, continue my journal.
slept at 4am, woke up at 10 plus.
damn early, idk why i woke up so early. lols.
normally if i sleep at 12.30, i will wake up at 11.30.
haha, anyway, i woke up for my breakfast.
did my homework, a little.
then, went to sleep again. :x
i realise that, i'm leading a life of a pig. god.
i keep sleeping and sleeping and sleeping.
alright, continue, woke up at 3.30 because of a call from someone~
okay, then, kup, then went to eat. LOL.
see, pig's life right? hahas.

anyway, i haven complete my homework yet. :x

oh, freak you man.
ah.

anyway, things are really getting more and more complicated.
Why, why, do people tend to implicate others into their matters?
It doesn't seem like, it's working?
I mean, people do change.
But, does it mean that, people turn in old, freaky monsters?
I don think so right?
You see, life is just like that.
Why do people want to do something that's so sinful?
WHY?!
Don't they have the brain to think?
Being sarcastic, is one.
Being cunning, another one.
Being someone who is black-hearted, another one.
Even worse, being someone who's trying to break relationship with others.
You mean, you like to break relationships?
Fine luh, you shall break mine. COME ON.

anyway, was talking to HB while blogging.
HB ah HB, come on~!
hahas, angry will become older okay.
OI ME! LOL.
someone's getting more and more pekchek~!
nevermind, go disturb him.

[PM 5:29:29] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: OMG

[PM 5:29:39] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: HB!! how can u do this to me?

[PM 5:29:43] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: say i noisy

[PM 5:29:43] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: T.T

[PM 5:29:45] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: *heartbroken

[PM 5:29:47] YILING xD: hahahas

[PM 5:31:35] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: zz

[PM 5:31:45] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: i shhh... dun talk to u le.. stupid HB

[PM 5:31:50] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: humph

[PM 5:32:00] YILING xD: HAHAHA

[PM 5:32:07] YILING xD: HB, don angry luh. so old already

[PM 5:32:11] YILING xD: later become more lao

[PM 5:32:11] YILING xD: LOL

[PM 5:32:15] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: OIOI!!

[PM 5:32:30] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: say i lao

[PM 5:32:30] YILING xD: haha~!

[PM 5:32:33] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: tskkk

[PM 5:32:47] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: *arbishh*

[PM 5:32:52] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: *piak*

[PM 5:32:55] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: *PORK*

[PM 5:32:57] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: POOK*

[PM 5:33:01] ! FeRdy ! SuperDaddy ! NS on 12/3/09..: *PIANG*

[PM 5:33:05] YILING xD: LOLOL

alright, shall stop laughing at him.
hahas, alright, shall stop my blogging here.
bye, guys.

ling.

2009-07-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

WEEEE.
To TAY JIANG JIE: see, i got the FEEEWW to blog le. hahas.

alright, i spent my day by... -drum roll-
SLEEPING~!

I slept at around 12.30 yesterday, or rather today.
lols, then woke up at 11am this morning.
at around 5 plus am, while i was still in my dreamland..
This Mr Gao han smsed me. god man, he didnt even sleep.
I was like, okay, morning then talk, go sleep first. I want to sleep. LOL.
anyway, i slept until 11am, then had my breakfast cum lunch.
then, at around 1 plus plus. I went to sleep again.

WEEEEE, slept until 6 plus. o.0
nice, this shows that i hasn't been sleeping well recently. haha.
woke up and had my dinner, then bath.
then, slack slack. then did abit of my homework. then bla bla.

god, i was like.. a pig? LOL.
i really spent my wonderful saturday SLEEPING~! NICE MAN.
actually supposed to go boonlay for meeting, but then cancelled.
then, supposed to study, but then cancelled too. lols.
alright, nevermind.

i watched a few michael jackson's videos on youtube.
although he didnt give me any impressions previously, i almost cried while watching those videos.
In fact, all of them actually touched me.
He was actually a kind hearted soul, athough he had done a few sinful things.
People cant blame him because of his deprived childhood, i guess.
But i was really heartening to see those videos.
He looked cute during his childhoon times!
With that afro hairstyle, haha. nice.

People do make changes in their lives.
Don't think that you are not good for the world, for the society.
Because, you are looking down on yourself.
Try, to look up the sky in a different way.
You'll find something refreshing and new. (:

alright, i shall stop my lovely journal here.
nice guys. Goodbye. (:

ling.

2009-07-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

alright, finally, i got the -FEEWWW- to blog.
btw, FEEWWWW is feel. LOL.

anyway, it's the 5th day of school.
life is like !@#$%^. sianned, i begin to hate school. argh.
it isn't what it was last time.
it isn't as easy as it was last time.
it isn't that simple as it was last time.
lols, anyway, the 2nd and 3rd one have the same meaning.

i've been so slack-y since holiday till now.
and i can tell you the truth that, i'm not myself anymore.
these few days, after much thinking, i realised that i'm not ONG YILING anymore.
it seems like, things have changed alot, which idk how and why.
it doubted me.
how i wish things can be better, or should i say, improve better.

People are sometimes optimistic in everything they do. But some, are rather pessimistic.
It depends on how one person thinks, actually.
Sit down and think carefully.
What's your problem.
What you want.
What is the thing that actually makes you think.
You might get the conclusion, but it doesn't mean that it will be a good one.
Sometimes, a outcome that's not what you want, can be a good one.
Although, it will hurt you, but it wont hurt the others.
Think carefully, you'll find your way out.

I did that, it doesn't seems to work.
But, i will make it looks useful. HAHA.
Things don't always go so smoothly that you don't even have to lift your butt off the chair.
You see. ( The following that i'm going to type, i've repeated alot of times to my friends. LOL.)
Okay, you see.
Even though, something bad happened in your life. Something bad until you feel like dying.
Think of the bright side, dude!
Because, it's LIFE!
No matter what, you'll still have to live on.
No matter what, you'll have to face everything.
SOOO, people! Why emo or sad sad or cry or whatever cause of something that will surely happen in LIFE? WHYY?!
And, that's a thing called SMILE, which can..
-make yourself happy
-make others happy
-make your mood better
-make other people's mood better
-peace everyone
-make everyone feel warmth
-IT'S FREEE-offff-CHARGEEEE.

You see! LOL, so get the reason why people always say, think of the bright side when facing obsticles in life?
Because, IT'S USELESS TO THINK!

That's how i convinced myself, these few days.
I've been feeling so restless, in school, in class, in everywhere and anywhere these few days.
People can see.
I'm so tired. Physically and mentally.
Things have been so hard, which idk why.
SO, i keep lying to myself that, it's nothing it's nothing.
I know, i will think about it luh, but, IT'S REALLY NOTHING.

LOL, anyway, this post is such a long one.
I shall stop it here, will blog again if i have the FEEEEWWWW. LOL.
bye, dudes and babes! (:

ling.

2009-06-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

August:

Loves to joke
Attractive
Suave and caring
Brave and fearless
Firm and has leadership qualities
Knows how to console others
Too generous and egoistic
Takes high pride of oneself
Thirsty for praises
Extraordinary spirit
Easily angered
Angry when provoked
Easily jealous
Observant
Careful and cautious
Thinks quickly
Independent thoughts
Loves to lead and to be led
Loves to dream
Talented in the arts, music and defense
Sensitive but not petty
resistance against illnesses
Loving and caring
Loves to make friends

alright, some are true, but some are not! lols.

2009-06-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

ANGRY. STUPID. IDIOT.
i hate you. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!
i hate you, hate you, hate you! argh! idiot, go die.
dont you ever talk to me i tell you.
DON TALK TO ME LUH YOU IDIOT!
ahhhhhh~!

don come and re wo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bad mood. go away!

2009-06-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

alright alright.
i know it's been ages since i've blogged.
now, I'M BLOGGING!
hahahas.

currently working at the PC show at suntec.
promoting hard disks! please, if you need them, do support me okay?
my booth is Western digital, level 6, Hall 601!
i'm wearing orange WD tee. I know i'm short, but please try to find me okayyy?! LOL.

11 juneee
first day of the PC show, alright.
it has been 6 months since my last show at expo.
therefore, i forgot about the some of functions of the hard drives.
then had to ask ee kiat to explain to me. xu sheng also. haha.
saw kk, then after that fengling, then after that both came together.
then melissa, regina and charlene came. lols.
after that, xuan dong came.
cool man! so many people came and visit me! hahahaha!
myy legggggs were superrrrrtr tiredddd.
had been standing from 12 to 9.
although, in the middle, there were some rest, but not enough! lols.
finally, at 9!
walked out of the hall at around 9.15 with xu sheng.
then walked to the bus stop, he went to another one.
took 10 to school, and from school, 30 back home.
it took me one hour plus plus to reach home man! so tiring, long journey too.

12 juneee
2nd day of my PC show!
kryan and jin ren came. then they said they going home already.
after don know how long, they came back together with kyran and his friend.
talked talked talked. then they went off.
then bla bla bla. at around 9 plus, went to level 4 to find kyran's LED fan, but sold out already.
then, went home at around 9 .30 like that.
reached broadrick bus stop at around 10, then waited for 30 again.
reached eunos, went to buy chicken and bread.
but my bread dropped on the floor while i was taking and picking phone call.
god, i had to pay for the dirty bread. neverminddd. suay suay.
reached home ar around 10.45 with a super bad bad bad mood.

time passes so slowly these few days.
and i'm super super tired.
how i wish my parents can fetch me home every night.
my legs are alsoo !@#$%^&*().
currently using a leg messanger. useless one loh. lols.

i really dk why my mood recently is super bad.
maybe it's because of girls-know-what, or maybe, my mood is really that bad.
idk why, these 2 nights when i walked home, i kept thinking of dk what stuff.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, don care. hope that i can have a better mood tomorrow!

now it's 11.54 pm. 6 more mins to 12am.
have to wake up at 9 tomorrow.
alright, goodbye everybody!

&i'llforgetitsomeday.
it'sjustsomethingthatlifecan'tcontrol
nothingcouldlastforever
thingsthati'vetoforget,itrytodosoassoonaspossible.

lingggg.

2009-05-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

hey!

let's talk about yesterday!
IT WAS THE LAST DAY OF EXAM! WAHAHAHA.
anyway, physics ain't easy!

went to bugis!
with melissa, regina, jun and chi!
wahaha, finally we have a DPPGs outing, for sooooooo long!
went to eat at kfc, then went bugis street to find melissa's dress/biker jacket and bi's jacket.
alright, we went up and down, left and right, to find.
i think we can memorise every shop already. lols.
me and bi were like walking through and fro. esp the hongkong cafe. LOL.
so malu/paiseh. hahahas.
melissa bought her dress and bi didnt manage to find any jacket.

went iluma. i was super urgent. *hint, TOILET!
lols, then, there was a group of malays.
when we walked pass, one boy came and said Hi to me.
i was like , HUH? LOL.
then the 4, huh, THE FOUR, kept on laughing at me. -.-
chi still asked, " your friend ah?"
i was like, OBVIOUSLY NOT.
then the four kept on laughing and laughing.
we went to eat the berrylite yogurt!
although it was quite ex, 2 small small cups of yogurt, 10 plus. woah.
the cup's small! but, the toppings, we had nata de coco, peach and choco fudge.

then, we went to watch ANGELS & DEMONS!
jun didnt come with us, she watched already. lols.

THE MOVIE'S AWESOME!
i highly recommend all of you to watch.
although after watching, you will have some 阴影 (what's that in english?), after watching.
coz it's very very religious-based, about Catholics.
then bla bla bla.
make the !@#$%^& the most was...
one of the priest is dying, he so 伟大!
in order to safe the people from the city, he carried the bomb and took the helicopter.
then, the bomb BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!
i was crying like hell, jun said she cried too, melissa, i think got bah.
bi and chi, not sure, cannot see. LOL.
okay, continue, the bomb exploded, then SUDDENLY,
he came down?, by parachute!
i was like, heng ah! he never die. lols.
in the end, you know what?
HE WAS ACTUALLY THE BAD GUY WHO PLANNED EVERY BAD BAD THING.
i was like, walauuuuuu, i thought he's one of the good character.
then, alot of people cried when he was saving the people, so hero like that.
actually he was the mastermind!
hello! why you so bad?! LOL.
he burnt himself to death, after the holy father?, or the wear red red de, knew that he was actually THE BAD GUY.

so nice! :D
but it was abit, creepy creepy, or idk how to describe.
got alot alot of disgusting scenes.
got eyeball with blood dropped on the floor, dead corpses.
mice biting the dead corpses, with mud in the mouth, burnt to dead.
shoot shoot here, shoot shoot there. LOL.
then all the holy holy statues of angels.
basically, all about Catholics beliefs and people who hate the Catholics.
then all the priests and Father, GOD.
really very religious-based. lols.

alright, today, got back some of the results.
alright, i didnt do well though, but i happy that i pass my english!
i didnt fail! haha, alright.
tomorrow, still getting quite alot of papers back. :o
scared scared! nevermind. jiayou everyone! :D

lingg.

2009-05-16T20:04:00.000+08:00

", why am i feeling so lost all of a sudden?

heyyyyy.

today, WOKE UP AT 6.30!
super tired. LOL.
then, prepare prepare, then about 7.15 left house.
took mrt to cityhall.
okay, reached there.
totally lost.
went to the control station there, saw lot of them wearing uniforms.
100% confirm they were going to the ceremony. LOL.
then, i walk walk here, walk walk there.
idk what's the way to the convention centre.
then, i asked a girl. so malu, she's waiting for her friend. LOL.
then, i saw a signboard! then i went up the escalator.

then, lost again. -.-
then, i saw a few students and their parents walking towards one direction.
i followed. all got people accompany, i suddenly felt very very lost.
reached there, SO MANY PEOPLE LUHHHH!
but i still felt very lost, no one was with me.
idk why, i wanna talk to people.
i felt like as if i'm at different country, but it's actually singapore. -.-
almost wanna cry already, then i smsed a few people. hoping at least one will reply.
they never reply me, make me wanna cry more.
LOL, no luh. i know they sleeping, understandable. haha. but one was not.

nevermind. then, i followed the people, anyhow walk walk here, walk walk there.
the people at at the barrier there, i stand there.
the people queue up, i followed too. LOL.
then, i queued for the line which idk what at first.
oh, it's registration. LOL.
then, i queued until almost my turn..
I SAW SHYYING! WAHAHAHAH.
so happy! i would feel lost anymore! lols.
she cut the queue, LOL.
then we registered. and..
so concidentally (spell wrongly?), her seat was beside mine! wahahahah!

this ceremony super high class luh.
so scary. so many people.
so many VERY VERY IMPORTANT PEOPLE there.
vips from alot alot of countries de. LOL.
then st stephen school's band played for us.
cool, all the members small small cute cute one.
they played quite well, i think better than our school's one.
they're like primary school students only.
they won gold for their syf.
then, talk talk.
ceremony, talk talk.
shyying was like falling asleep halfway. LOL.
both of us were like so damn hungry!
then, choir performance from idk what primary school.
also all cute cute one. LOL.
they sing very soft, just like our school's choir. LOL.
but they got actions one! so cute. LOL.

ended at about 11.30, cheated my feelings.
still say one plus. -.-
briefing also said end at 1 plus.
IT ENDED ONE AND A HALF HOUR EARLIER!
nevermind, then they asked us to stay for photo taking.
like take class photo like that. LOL. but no fun shot.
then, we went outside for reception and to collect our cheques.
we saw alot of people queueing for the cheques, so we went to toilet.
then, we went to eat.
walau, i tell you. their food all high class food luh!
idk how to describe, but super high class.
drink plain water also drink from the wine glass. superrr highhhh classs luh!
i super scared that i will malu myself there. LOL.
the chocolate cake SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE!
god, heavenly!

at about 12.15
we were still feeling hungry, then i said go find place to eat.
we walked walked heree, walked walked there.
cannot find any place to eat.
found foodcourt, but shyying said very expensive.
so i suggested go eunos eat sushi.
lols, reached eunos.
then, walked to sushi shop.
so many people. -.-
thought of waiting, but then, it was raining outside, so nevermind.
shyying went market to buy food.
i bought soya bean. LOL.
then went home.

slept for 1 to 2 hours. until about 4 plus wake up.
super tired, coz of that ceremony.
alright, so long. LOL.

byee
linggg.

2009-05-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

", you are not the only one.
yes, i'm not.

alright.
idk why, life is getting miserable for me.
this year.
for the past few months, i was busying with all the CCAs, councillors, leadership board, y2y network, weird weird stuff.
and now, i realised that, all these, affected my studies.
my academic results are all dropping like nobody's business.
this mid year, i don think i can get good results already.
idk why, i'm so devoted to all those things, and then, had severely affected my studies.
i feel so useless luh. zzz.
why did i not balance and manage my time well?
i'm feeling super super guilty for my exams.
even though, the results not out yet.
but i know how and what is it going to be already.

oh wells, don cry over spilt milk.
it will never get useful in anyway.
how i wish, anybody could understand me.
none.

lalalalalal, alright.
be more happy!
i know that i can study harder right? RIGHT?!
alrights. idk idk idk.
my life is full of QUESTION MARKS NOW.
you know this ---> ?
yeahh, THIS! ?

shall not continue crapping.
tomorrow have to go for the ceremony.
at raffles city convention hall. sian, i agar agar know where's the place le.
(:

2009-05-12T23:22:00.001+08:00

bad mood. super bad mood.
freaking bad mood.
ruined by someone, and more came.

everything push to me luh?
i very free is it?
i don need take exams is it?
i got sooooo much time that you all let me do everything is it?

the poster, at first, the three of us supposed to do.
someone cannot make it.
i wasted so much time with another person at payalebar, in the end, nothing come out.
now, they pushing us for the poster.
you all come to me, ask me
" where is the poster ah? you do already not? i scared she angry leh."
my problem that she angry?
what did you all do to help me with the poster?
NOTHING. i only got help from my friend.
and i spent my time drawing and colouring instead of revising my chemistry.
you all leh, only know how to ask me where's the poster.

the sponsorship too.
i just got the email today.
now, you are the one who know what to write.
why push everything to me?
i off my com, you asked me to on it again.
i on already, you said:" or you wanna do it tomorrow?"
nevermind, i continued.
i shall be a good person, i on my com, read the email, helped to write on the intro and the para which we are asking for sponsorship.
i said, i'm done.
so the rest you just continue from there.
what did you reply?
" walao, now push everything to me luh?"
in the first place, YOU ALL ARE THE ONE WHO ARE TRYING TO PUSH EVERYTHING TO ME.
what for saying that i'm pushing everything to you all?

you all push everything to me, DID I EVER SAY ANYTHING?
DID I?
did i confront you all?

at least, i helped to write out the intro and stuff.
the poster? when, you all push everything to me, did both of you help me? NO.

when you all push me all the things, DID YOU ALL EVEN HELP ME?
NOT A SINGLE HELP I GOT FROM YOU ALL OKAY.
not a single one. NOT A SINGLE ONE.
my fault now?

when you all push everything to me, my fault?
you all no time, so my fault?
I GOT SO MUCH TIME?
i don even have the time to do what i want already.
you all don have time, what makes you think that i got?

YEAH, everything is my fault now.
i just said that in the first place, is you all who are trying to push everything to me.
so what did you say?
"You think i wanna push everything to you meh? is coz i no time. aiya, nevermind. aiya, just send it to me bah. "
so unwillingly..

push everything to me, i didnt confront them, i did everything myself, with help of someone who is totally not involved in this.
when someone push everything to me again, i helped to complete half, and asked them to complete the rest, what they said to me was, " now you pushing everything to me?"
what is this?

what the hell is happening in this world?
why being a good person, will end up being used?
why life is so unfair?
why.

2009-05-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

back to postinggg.
so sian, tomorrow add maths.
i scared i cant finish within the 2 hours.
coz i need alot of time to think than to do. LOL.
mrs santhos told us that we should manage our time.
try to manage it well tomorrow bah. (:

tomorrow can go school late late!
i don have paper in the morning.
so i can go school at around 9 plus!
cool eh, last time also don have such thing.

hmms, idk what to write le. lols.
i've got something in my head, keep on knocking.
LOL, headache.
lalala, idk what to say le.
actually in the morning, i thought of alot of things to blog.
now, all forgotten already. LOL.

anyway, goodluck too all!
bye bye.

linggg.

2009-05-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

backkkk. (:
hmms, alright.
I'M HOME ALONE.
sit on the sofa alone.
watch tv alone.
eat alone.
play lappy alone.
talk, alone? LOL.

talk to the wall luh.
anyway, today i'm super tired. dk why.
no mood study too. and i realised, i can only do last min work.
then i can remember the things. weird right?
hmms, i feel like sleeping now. -.-
but it's just 8pm.

alrightt, tell you a very very interesting story.
I went to take a " when will you get married ?" test on facebook.
my result is 45! lols.
then this bhb guy, come laugh at me.
in the end, his result is NEVER! funny right? HAHAHAHA.
I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING. LOL.

[a=1][c=4]♫♪[/c][/a] WeiChuan. says:
heyhey wanna noe ur age 45. u noe what is my result? hehe

'#_IMperfection what? 100 ah? lols-

[a=1][c=4]♫♪[/c][/a] WeiChuan. says:
NEVER =.= DONT LAUGHHH D: lollll

'#_IMperfection HAHAHAHAHAHA
OMG
LOLOLOL
WAHAHAHAHAHASHA-

[a=1][c=4]♫♪[/c][/a] WeiChuan. says:
I was like err, whatever. =.="

'#_IMperfection WALAU, SUPER FUNNY LOL-

[a=1][c=4]♫♪[/c][/a] WeiChuan. says:
seriously. they there right never. ==."

'#_IMperfection hahas, no girls will marry you luh haha-

[a=1][c=4]♫♪[/c][/a] WeiChuan. says:
CURSE ME NEVER GET MARRIED. LOLL
lol stupiddddddddddd quiz.
stupid u tsk. i so sweet handsome charming nice, all girls want luhs~

'#_IMperfection YOU SURE NOT? ARE YOU SURE? LOL,i cannot stop laughing HAHAHA

nice right? so bhb. hahahas.
FEATURING YEO WEICHUAN! LOL.
hahas, alright, stop it.
see, i cannot stop laughing now.
lucky got him got lighten my mood.
if not i was like, moody moody ALONE at home.

what's the use of getting good results?
what's the use of getting so many scholarships and bursaries?
what's the use of everything when you all don give a damn?
every award ceremony i had, you all are always not there.
reason is, no time, busy, don know how to go, whatever.
this MDIS award ceremony, you all also don give a damn.
i got 2 invitation cards, nobody wanna come and see what i had achieved.
even last year's speech day, i got second in standard and first in d&t.
how i wished both of you could attend.
but what did you say?
DON WANT LUH. i don know how to go.
go there see you take only, very boring.
what the hell is this?
this year's speech day, i didnt ask whether you all wanna come.
but i know the result, you all will NEVER come.
and yeah, i'm already facing the fact.
you all don give a damn in my studies.
even i got good results, what you all will say is ORH.
that's all.
i'm envy that people recieve parents' praises and rewards when they get good results.
how i wish i really can recieve that kind of things from my parents.
what i get was, oh. okay loh.
everything seems so useless.
it makes me want to give up on everything.
just now, even having a 5 dollars dinner, you also give me that kind of face.
as if it cost 100 dollars.
when i take money from you for my school things like photos.
how did you react?
12 dollars ah? 12 dollars ah? really 12 dollars?
and give me that face , and wishing me to say, okay okay, i pay myself.
you know there are alots of things i'm paying myself without letting you know?
you all always say that i love to waste money.
what did you all waste on? 4D, TOTO.
isnt it a waste too? idk already. anything you all want bah.

alright, hmmms, i feel so uselss suddenly.
alright, nevermind.
thinking of those weird weird things, can only kill your brain cells.
i'm just hoping to get good results and thats all.
nothing else.

linggg.
.

2009-05-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

HIIE, EVERYONE!

finally got the mood to blog. (: (:

hahas, coz, lazy, plus, exams, so, never, blog. xD

alright, idk what should i say.

hmms, let's see.

i wonder why will people scared of swine flu.

i think it's just like a normal flu luh.

although it's like, contagious? lols.

even the newspaper says that it's mild.

then so many people, kiasu like hell.

they are far too exaggerating already. :x

opps, i didnt mean to say that, but i think there's no need to be so !@#$%^.

Just relax, and face the fact?

lols, i understand that, people are doing all these because of our safety.

Appreciated. haha.

and why am i talking about swine flu here?

OH YA, and bavisha kept on going around asking muslims.

What if muslims got swine flu? lols.

then they would tend to reply her back : " How would i know?"

LOL. uber funny.

haha, drop this topic.

hmms, i'm getting more not-my-self these few days.

i'm getting like mad-cow disease? or mad dog? lols.

i'm super super high these few days.

reason being... well, idk either. haha.

idk what am thinking recently, too.

it's just that, my thinking is getting over me.

i cant function well? haha.

i guess, it's supposed to be like that, as, I'M MENTALLY DISORDERED.

alright, it's so... i tell yoou.

i'm NOT gonna let anybody cure me. LOL.

ONE MORE THING, there are alot of funerals around my house recently.

idk why, under my block, there's one.

block 19, don have.

then infront of block 19, no block, COZ IT'S CARPARK. lols.

then after the carpark, which is block 15, there's one.

then infront of block 15, which is block 14, there's another one too.

people who know me, I'M SUPER SCARED OF FUNERALS.

aiyoyoy. ):

HAIIIIIYAHHHHHHH, idk why luh.

just feel like shouting. AHHHHH! no use. -.-

hmms, just looked through some pictures in my lappy.

some are me with my bob-by bob concave short hair.

okay, to tell you the truth, i really miss the short hair life.

coz, I DON NEED TO TIE. that, gave me extra time to SLEEP! haha.

and that hairstyle, is the one i love love love the most.

but, i wanna grow long hair now. and it's getting longer already!

i remembered, i cut my long long hair at the end of december 2007.

not regretting, as that's what i want. lols.

thinking of it, i feel like cutting my hair short again. -.-

drawn by ONG YI TING. she's too bored.

btw, this picture was produced last year. LOL.

During the stand-up camp.

i know my posture is so damn werid. LOL.

teck boon is like sir stamford raffles.

Jocelyn looks bored.

idk who the hell go take this photo when we're rehearsing for the performance.

LOL, i look like ah siao luh. ><

mickey jamil trewin even took a video of me doing all stupid actions.

so paiseh, KILL HIM!

a similar photo is pinned on brd notice board too.

sec 2! around april i think.

me and melissa was eating that lollipop, until felf like vomitting. LOL.

may/june 2008, camp flag @ camp christine.

oh wells, i think i miss my friends that i've made there.

although that 2 days were quite torturous to me.

with no friends, nothing. haiish.

alright, shall stop my crappings. hahas.

bye bye!

linggg.

2009-04-18T12:43:00.000+08:00

hiiee, i'm back. (:
my internet's problem is getting worse, so pardon me. (:

recently, busy with guides and choir stuff.
currently, girl guides are preparing for fund raising in school.
do support us! we've spent more than 1 hour in that particular shop discussing! hahas.

choir, syf is just next tuesday.
we're all chionging now, to get good results.
i really hope is not COP luh. ):
we have to get at least a bronze! bronze okay!
i told fengling, lydia and hamizah, if we got bronze, we're very happy already. right? xD
做人嘛，要知足！(:

currently, there's a question stuck in my mind.
我会不会有以后？
idk why, it's just, suddenly appear in my mind. lols.
i'm sitting in my living room, with empty phone, no call, no message.
thinking what will my future be.
be it, good? or bad?
or, no future?
maybe i will just die from car accident while going to school on a saturday afternoon for choir practice.
maybe i will die from food poisoning while eating the food in geylang serai market ( i mean last time one. Now, i bet it's super clean already. (: )
maybe, and maybe.
there are alot of yes, no, maybe, if, but..?

life is just unpredictable.
life is also not under our control.
what will happen later, tomorrow, the day after, we cant predict. (:
so be it. ahaha.

alright, i'm leaving house soon for choir practice today!
after that, going bedok library for standup movement meeting. 6.30pm-9.30pm
tired seh. ): and it's my saturday! saturday, haiishhh.

bye! (:

2009-04-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

Alright, sorry for not blogging for sooooo long!
this is because, MY INTERNET! i'm getting sick of it already.
currently, at fengling's house. finally can use my internet. (: hahaha.
alright, nothing much recently, it's just that boring life. LOL.

and i somehow got cheated. ._.
i bought a piano keyboard from a shop in parkway on saturday.
then then, on that day, when i went back to the shop, wanted to collect it, the shop was closed.
then nevermind, i went to the shop the next day, i went back.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT?!
they sold me keyboard away. -.-.-.-.-.-.-
then, i'll have to go back again tomorrow to collect it.
lucky got melissa and regina pei me go collect. LOL.
alright bahh, needa go home le. ):
bye guys.
will blog asap! (:

Pictures we took recently!

2009-03-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

back by popular demands, i start to blog again! ;D

okay, don care. i siao already. lols.
sorry for not posting. There are 2 reasons why.
1) My internet is always giving me problems, so i cant use the net.
2) LAZY.

haha, recently, nothing much happened.
march holiday to me, is nothing.
i have to go back to school almost everyday.
CCAs, meetings, CCAs, meetings. everyday. zzz.

yesterday, after choir, went to leon's house for E=MC2.
i suffered from a mental disorder after a big scare from his 2 huskys.
walau, so damn scary can?!?!
when i walked into his house, his 2 big big dogs suddenly came out.
i was like, running to a place to hide, then one dog followed me until i got nowhere to run.
the dog didnt chase me or bark, just followed me.
but then, i was stucked at the fence with alot of bamboos there.
i was screaming and screaming as the dog came closer.
LEON STOOD DOWN THERE LAUGHING!
melissa went to the pond there. LOL.
i was so scared and i began crying and screaming at the same time.
i almost wanna jump into the pond luh. -.-

after that, i was quite quiet.
coz of the 2 dogs. -.-
then, dododo.
reached home at about 7 plus.

today, went for choir and then leon's house as usual.
this time, the dogs didnt come and chase after me. LOL.
went home at around 3.
went to cut my hair on the way home. lols.

alright. don say i never blog hor. ahas.
next time then blog bahh. bye!

2009-02-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

hey, i'm back!

lols, alright, very long never blog already.
lazy and nothing to blog mah! lols.
anyway, yesterday's guides meeting was fun!
we lao yu sheng. and the yu sheng was damn delicious luh! lols.
pictures MIGHT BE posted in the next post. LOL.

today, went to the student leader board of directors meeting.
was suppose to start at 2, but then mr lim, ms han they all late. lols.
was talking about CCAs and dogs with belvin, zhiying, terry tay and jingwen while waiting for them. lols. and terry was like telling me his aunty feed her dog with ba-zhor. LOL.
started at 2.30 instead.
they talked, we listened. lols. alot alot of things sia!
ended at 6 instead of 5. then rushed to the bus stop.
talking to terry and zaneta about dogs and other stuff again while waiting for bus.

then, bus-ed down to payalebar, then go pasir ris to meet regina and melissa.
then bus-ed down to costa sands de chalet there.
celebrating benjamin's birthday there.
bla bla bla blaa. went arcade with melissa, then went back. bla bla bla.
lols, when we were about to leave, tanliang became the photographer.
he used his baobei and took pictures.
family photo! lols. benjamin as papa. jun as mummy. me, melissa and regina as daughters. LOL.
alright, then melissa's parents fetched me and regina home.

here i am! and, i haven bath yet! omg omg omg.
alright. BYE~! (:

LINGGGGGGG

2009-01-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

alrightt~!
it's the second day of chinese new year!

today, went to pasir ris. my da yi's house.
omg luh, her daughter, which is my cousin, SO DAMN CHIO LUH.
idk how to describe, just very very pretty. lols.
she had collected alot alot of barbie dolls, and won awards for all these barbie designs thingy. lols.
see the dolls she have!

the china barbie dolls. cool right?
can you imagine? almost one side of the wall is full of barbie dolls!

the room became the barbie dolls exhibition sia. LOL.

so damn cool luh. how i wish i can have all man! LOL.

alright, alot alot of my relatives came just now.

was quite boring though, all adults. sian.

then around one plus, trained to admiralty.

was soooo dammnnn siannn in the train luh!

from pasir ris to cityhall got, 12 stations.

then from cityhall to admiralty got, idk how many. lols.

total like more than 45 mins to travel there.

felt so sleepy, but don dare sleep in the train. lols.

all the while, i was listening to my ipod.

reached admiralty, ate macs.

i ate mac flurry only. lols. then went up to my ah ma's sister's house. lols.

there, even boring~! was sooo boring until nothing to say luh. lols.

then, a bunch of kids came. they were playing these and playing that.

the mahjong tiles were what they're playing just now. lols.

then, watch the B plan, the bao bei ji hua.

watched until half, then mother said, GO HOME!

i was like, YEAHHH~! FINALLY MAN!

way home, same thing sia.

this time round, felt even more sleepy.

back, omg. tired luh. walauu. lols.

alrighttt, tired.

tomorrow, got school sia.

omg luh, so fast chinese new year holiday no more le.

although it's about 13 days before chinese new year ends.

AHHHH, why we cannot have a longer holiday?

soo can collect more angbaos mah! lols.

my angbao money damn little sia. haiish, bo bian. nevermindd.

alright, BYE~!

lingggg.

2009-01-26T20:45:00.000+08:00

Reunion dinner yesterday! (: with my neighbour. hahas.
weird right? eat reunion dinner with neighbour.
this is what we always do every year. we too close already luh. hahas!
seee, so sociable. ( is there such word? lols.)

todayy, went to quite a few places, but mostly near eunos de.
went to block 18, block 12, block 2, block 1, then to chaichee.
then back to block 18, then went to fengling's house.
after that, went to marine parade. wanted to go shop shop, but then, cannot. sian.
home at 6 plus. tired man!

and my new shoe's killing me.
wahh, got blister already luh. lols.
when i was bathing, when the water touched the blister, wahhh, sharp pain man!

steamboat for dinner again. lols.

tomorrow, gotta go my aunty's house which is at pasir ris.
after that, need to go my ahma's sister's house, which is at woodlands!
it's like from an end of the earth to another end luh! lols.
alright, gotta spend my time travelling and sleeping in the train. LOL.

alright, random pictures that were taken just now. lols

sibling-hood! (:

yang yang's cute pose. CUTE HOR? lols.

random shot by my sister.

and she claimed that she have good photography skills. LOL.

ONG JUN YANG BENJAMIN!

alrighttt, hope can get more angbaos tomorrow bah! lols.
anyway, alot alot of people will be coming to my house on wednesday!

my mother asked my to invite people, but i don think you all will come bah! hahas.

alright, neverminddd.

bye!

lingggg.

2009-01-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR! (:
WEEEEE~!

weee~! it's new year! wahahaha.
i can get angbaos!
wear new clothes!
wear new shoes!
get to go around whole singapore!
(coz my relatives live very very far from me!)

wahahahaahahahha, but for tomorrow, i only get to go a few near near places. lols.
tuesday! morning, idk go where. then go woodlands.
then wednesday, school reopen. sad. ):

aiya, nevermindd.
preparing to earn back money that i spent for this new year.
clothes, shoes, bags, I BUY MYSELF ONE LEHH!
sooooo, currently, BANKRUPT.
hahas.

alrighttttt, it's 1.19am.
i don feel like sleeping.
but my mother said i have to wake up early.
buttt, i still don feel like sleeping.
and it's miracle!
my sister isn't asleep yet!
normally, she turns into a pig at around 10.
todayy, woahh! still talking to SOMEBODY on the phone. hahas.

alright, i have nothing to write le. lols.
good bye guys.

HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR! :DDD

linggggg.

2009-01-21T21:37:00.000+08:00

lalalala, me back me back!

alrightttt, busy busy man!
morning, woke up earlyyyy.
went macs with fenglingg, kenneth and terry.
kenneth treated me and fengling! lols.
bought filet-o-fish, hashbrown and cappucino!
shiok man. but i eat until my 2 ulcers damn pain luh. lols.
one is on my tongue another one is very very big on my lower lip. LOL.

bla bla, went back school for whole board meeting.
then lessonsssssssssssssssssssssssss.
and me, lihao and mickey were released at 1!
we had to attend the hwa chong high school council investiture.
we were to reach hwa chong institution at 1.45.
but we could not flag the cab as there was no cab!
finally, we went to the opposite bus stop. FINALLY~!
there was a cab. and it's like. 1.20 plus. and it's at BUKIT TIMAH!
soooo, it was our lucky day! coz we reach hwachong at 1.45 on the dot! LOL.
cool right? hahahas.
then, wore our blazers and walked to the auditorium.
the weather was so warm and the school is sooooo damnnnn bigg.
we have to walk quite distance to the auditorium.
the 3 of us were like sweating like hell luh. lolols.

finally reached the auditorium, got aircon! LOL.
shiok man. then i was damn high at the beginning.
playing with mickey and lihao's phone.
then i was laughing and laughing. then they 2 were like, LOL? OKAY? hahas.
finally, the investiture started.
the 2 MCs were like newsreporters sia. they talked so fluently.
one chinese, one english. cool man!
cut cut cut. the whole investiture was amazing. lols.

then, walked to the bus stop and climbed the bridge in such a warm weather.
we couldnt find any bus that can go to the nearest mrt station.
soooo, we decided to take cab again.
today ah, i take cabs until wanna vomit already luh. lols.
sooo, the taxi driver drived us to newton mrt station.
from there, i went to bishan.
lihao and mickey went back home.

reached bishan, it was around 4.30.
then, walked to guides HQ.
then, met them.
was crapping with melissa, regina and afina while waiting. lols.
then ms hasna came. lols.
practice our colourparty drills and bla.
then, after practice. ms hasna wants us to save 50 dollars to buy white shoes.
at first, we don know what shoe, then she said adidas white shoes.
then all of us were like WAHHHH, adidas lehh.
then talk talk talk. she said, she will provide us socks too. free de.
then she showed us the sock she wearing too.
then she said. : " i think is adidas also."
then all of us were like. WAHHHHH~! then laughed.
then, ms hasna was like, :"i'm not promoting adidas. is just that i feel that it's nice."
LOL, cute ms hasna. hahas.

then, went to junction 8 for bubbletea, then went home.
on the way, talked, crapped. bla. LOL.

back homeeee, eat, bla. LOL.
boring luhh. lols.
nothing le. alright, BYE!

linggg.

2009-01-18T20:17:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK!

btw, todays JAY CHOU'S BIRTHDAY.
WEEEEE, happy birthday!

alrights, life for me is damn stressful now.
i've got 9 subjects to handle, and 3 CCAs to attend.
everyday gotta stay back, alot of subjects and questions are giving me problems.
i don understand a single thing teachers are talking about!
i think i'll flunk everything. EVERYTHING.
school ends at 2.50. one word, late.

busy everyday.

Monday, going bishan, guides HQ for colourparty. 5-6
Tuesday, choir. for me is 3 to 5.30 or 6.
Wednesday, going bishan, guides HQ for colourparty. 5-6
Thursday, choir. for me is 3 to 5.30 or 6.
Friday, girl guide meeting. 3 to 5.30 or 6.

seee, busy right?
everyday, i'll reach home at around 7.
and, i'll have to complete my homework.
a total stress man!

for choir, SYF is coming.
and choir doesnt make any improvements.
Mr tan was quite fed up at one of the practices.
I think he is right.

Girl guide, lack of members.
If our enrolment doesnt meet our expectation, we'll have to close down.
i really don wanna see this happen to broadrick guides.

ahhhh, feel like dyinggg.
don wanna think anymore!
stressed.

who wanna go ecp with me
?shout our feelings out.
i'll be waiting for anyone to ask me.

lingggg.

2009-01-03T17:26:00.000+08:00

alrightts, i hate my internet.

YESTERDAY, first day of school. hmmms, kinda weird?
those guys with long pants, different faces in the class.
my form teacher: Mrs Vasughi Santhos. LOL.
Mrs Santhos, she asked us to call her that. ahas.
then, our co-form is MISS CARIN THAM.
last year, she's just a training teacher? but now, she's our co-form.

then then, mrs santhos gave us our timetable.
guess what? for our class, school ends at 2.50!
oh god man~! 2.50 leh!
last year was like, 1.40 only. now, 2.50.
ahhhh, die man! then still got sooo many subjects. i want die luh.
regretted taking triple science class man.

then, councillors and CCA leaders left for orientation for sec 1.
okay, we got a t-shirt. and it's black! it's black! lols.
then, the front stated, OGL2009.
OGL stands for orientation group leader.
then i was like, why don want OYL? my name you know.
then got one said, should be orientation young leader. lols.
so it's OYL. lolols! alright, i'm lame.
i was starving until around 11. finally, i was having gastric already.

then after everything, the sec1s came.
then we started our game.
i was taking care of 1A5(1EB) together with bavisha, lydia and baex.
then, lead them to the field. then they started their game, blind mice.
while some were playing, i was playing with the rest of the group.
they soo damn cute luhhh!
got one said what, "I AM A WOWAN IN DISGUISE."
then all laugh laugh laugh.
then i went to talk to the others.
got 2 boy boy. one, harry, one zhi kai.
they 2 ahh, monkeys man. talk this talk that.
and, i was crapping with them and then talked to other girls. lols.
alright, talking to them was so fun man.

then then, school ended at 12.30.
then, went to eat.
then, attended guides.
then, went city plaza.
collected my albums, melissa, regina and fengling extended their hair. again. LOL.
i didn't coz i guaikia, don want waste money. LOL.
no luh, i find it weird with onl a few strands of different colour hair.
like so damn extra. hahas.

went home, then night.
my internet siao siao again.
pekchek man! sometimes okay, sometimes siao siao.
ahhh, nevermindd.
bye~!

2009-01-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

PIGGYY~!

so cute hor? wahahaha.

it's represents DPPGs!

so damnnn cute right?

i know luh, pigs are cute.
thank you thank you.

don need praise.wahahah!

linggg.

2009-01-01T20:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR~!
woahhh~! it's 2009 already!
and, my internet is back to normal!
wahahahah, so happy.
but later, confirm will dc again de.

alright, today, went to chinatown to walk walk and buy my shampoo.
lols, nothing much.

tomorrow, school reopen!
time flies! it's already 2009.
and we're all going back school tomorrow!
it's just tomorrow!
then, i'll get to see those weird weird people and more weird people in the alien class. LOL.
lols, i've got nothing to say already. wahaha.

bye!
lingggg.

2008-12-30T00:25:00.000+08:00

alright. today morning, exco meeting at 10.
the bus route changed.
i thought i was missing in nowhere. lols.
but i saw, broadrick secondary school!
ended at around 12.

then, walked to bus stop with jun, benjamin appeared. lols.
then, said bye bye to them, went to hawker toilet to change.
then, melissa reached.ate porridge for lunch and lime juice.
then, bla bla bla.went to bus stop to wait for them and bla bla bla.
bus-ed down to haw par villa.

there was quite alot of things to see.
pictures will be posted maybe in the next post.
then, bus-ed down to vivo for early dinner.
shared prawn mee with melissa.
then she physco-ed us to buy the BBQ chicken wing with her. lols.
we bought one each in the end. lols.
finished eating, i went home early coz my mummy called already.
long journey back home, sit until my butt numb already. hahas.

home, nothing?
little nyonya, i hate the zhenzhu, meiyu, robert zhang and alot alot. all suckers! ahh.

nothingg alright.
bye.

lingg

2008-12-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday, went out with regina and melissa.

for more information, please log on to.. LOL.

lazy post what happened yesterday. but it was fun.

OG~!

cut my hair in the evening.
alright, i tell you.

I HATE MY HAIR. i hate it , i hate it.

like some kind of.. IDK? abit equal equal de.

then my fringe like weird weird de.

then behind also weird weird de.

then when tie up, WAHH.

my face damn FAT and ROUND.

ahhhhhhh, i hate it man! my baby fats all come out already.

sian sian sian! how am i going to face people with my fat face?!
ahhhh~!

today woke up at 8pm.

Venue: Eunos primary.
my primary school wor.

then there was a guy from don know what secondary school was guiding me how to go to the hall. then i was like telling my sister, this is our primary school leh! LOL.

Guest-of-honour: Dr Ong Seh Hong.

reason, recieving edusave scholarship award.

alright, saw alot of CPA campers today.

perry, hazel.

my sister and shy ying recieved this award too.

we've got $500. wahahah. :x

then, evening 5o'clock.

one more award. this time round is bursary award.

same place, same helpers, same guest of honour.

lols, but this time round, saw another few CPA campers.

rashidah, william, joey.

saw ALOT of primary school friends.

got huijuan, dingwen, wei sheng and alot alot alot. lols.

broadrick de, azim and another girl don know what name. hahas.

this time round, we recieved $300.

went home.

7pm, went parkway with my whole family plus wenqing, my neighbour.

me and my sister sponsered my father to buy a new phone.

filial wor! haahas. we very good right? hehehe.

he bought a damnnnn niceeeee phone luh, walau.

it's a cybershot phone. C902.

it's black in front, but red behind.

the camera is pull up and pull down de.

the camera functions damn cool luh.

then if you're using the camera right, the side is touchscreen one leh!

then, the stereo also very good. walauu. i jealous sia.

i also want that phone! i want a new phone!

not very clear. paiseh. lols.

then went home. my neighbour's bicycle kena stolen.

surprisingly, the theif knew the password to the lock! lols.

and and, one more disgusting thing happened on the way home.

when we walked pass a HDB flat. then suddenly...

FLYING BLOODING SANITARY PAD~!

walauu, disgusting man!

there was one sanitary pad WITH BLOOD, flying out of the window and dropped in front of us!

then my father was like, :"IDIOT MAN! lucky never walk pass before she drop."

then, we were like laughing. hahas.

lols. and, idk what's wrong with blogger.

got sooo much space one. lols.

I HATE MY INTERNET.

giving me headache every single day.

idk how much time i wasted, to wait for the internet, to post this post man!

alright, bye, before the internet go crazy again.

lingggg.

2008-12-27T01:13:00.000+08:00

心跳;

想跟我吵架我沒那麼無聊

不懂得道歉我沒那麼聰明

好想要回到我們的原點

你又在哭泣我給不了安慰

我又在搖頭有那麼點后悔

愛情的發展已難以回頭卻無法往前走

但身不由己出現在胸口

兩顆心能塞幾個問號

愛讓我們流多少眼淚

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳

你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳

逆轉時光到一開始

能不能給一秒

等著哪一天你也想起

那懸在記憶中的美好

2008-12-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

heyy!
due to some technical problem, opps, no, is INTERNET problem, my mind's going crazy.
please please please, try to stay away from me as far as possble.
my mind is going for a holiday. the mind that i'm currently using now, is it's clone!
remember, it's the clone. soo, STAY AWAY FROM ME.
clone, although it's the same, it can cause explosion and chaos!

alright, yesterday around 3, reached chi's house.
then then, played monopoly.
LOL, funny luh. whatever land we stepped on, we would say one thing; "BUY!"
played played played.
i felt hungry, chi felt hungry too.
sooooo, we went out to the kitchen to eat.
chicken! lols, funny things happened. wahaha.
then regina came. lols.
then, talked talked.
watched liang po po. played with chi's psp.
then, played with her lappy.
i didn't know time flies!
i thought it was only 6, but actually it was 7 already.
time for me to say bye bye. just nice, mother called.
lols, then bid goodbye to them.
walked quite a long distance to the mrt bus stop.
then, like got the indo guys keep like, using those ti ko stare.
scary sia. finally reached bus stop. lols.
i realised it was quite fast, reaching home. hahas.
i left chi's house at around 7.10?
i reached home at around 7.30. fast hor? lols.
lucky it was fast, if not..? idk. hahas.

night, my net down again. was sooo damnn fed up. sian diao liao.

andddd, i broke my record again!
i woke up at around 12.30 today. cool man.
first time in my life. hahas. i abit crazy. hahas.
spring clean my cupboard and bla. lols.
did nothing today actually.

lingg.

idk what i'm thinking.
idk what i'm wishing for.
idk what's that, in my mind, that i am hoping for.
i know, it's just a confusion in my mind.
something that is temporary, not permenant.
can be removed.
discarded.
deleted.
out of my mind.

will you be there?

2008-12-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

SANTA LING IS COMINGGG TO TOWN~

alright, at chi's house now.
yesterday, I CANT GO INTO THE NET.

okay, back to yesterday.
hmms, woke up at 8.58.
then then went to mrt at around 9 plus.
reached cityhall, waited for regina and jannah.

then, went bishan, HQ and took our footdrill certificates.
we need miss ong signature in order to purchase the badges.
then then, jannah went home after that.
then then, me and regina went to junction 8 de popular.
i was hunting for my eclipse. but then they said OUT-OF-STOCK!
walauu, last week, i went there, there was stocks.
then then, the staff there checked for me.
they said sembawang and suntec harris got the book.
sooooo, i went to sembawang to hunt for it again.
regina went home.

alright, around 20 mins to sembawang.
went to the popular. was seaching for that book.
then, i overheard a staff talking to a girl.
she said, eclipse is temporary out of stock.
then, i was like whatthehell? nevermind!

then, 40 mins back to cityhall.
waited for yenzhi there.
then went tampines.
then went converse shop.
decided not to buy the shoe first. lols.
then, went to city plaza for wangleehom's album.
then yenzhi went to meichi's house.
then i went home.

then, idk what i did.
then, at night, had chicken wings and christmas log cake!
woahh, it's christmas eveeeee.
lols, then bla bla bla.
at around 10 plus, i went to on my lappy.
BUT THEN, same problem. INTERNET.
WALAUU, CANNOT STAND IT ALREADY.

alrightt, gtg.
i hope i can use it tonight. sian. LOL.

byee~!

lingggggg.

2008-12-24T02:46:00.000+08:00

current time, 2.46AM
IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE~!
one more day to christmas.
cheers everyone~! wahahahaha.

and and and, i seriously hate my internet man!
wah, cannot tahan sia!

you know you know.
i on my lappy at around 11 plus.
then idk why, it dc-ed. then okay, then dc-ed again.
then i was like, playing with those lame default games in my lappy, listening to my music.
waiting for that stupid modem to connect to the internet.
then waited and waited, until 1 plus.
then i went to download the another version of msn.
then, waited again. but the internet is okay!
played lame games, listened music, waited and waited.
downloaded finish, still need to wait coz needa restart com.
then waited and waited and waited.
then, when everything's done.
then, that stupid internet, the light turned red, then don have. then red again.
THEN, i waited again. waited and restarted my modem and stuff.
finally, i can use it at around 2.

walauuuu, i seriously pekchek until i've got nothing to say.
I'VE GOT NOTHING TO SAY.
MOOD BAD, PEKCHEK. AHHH~!
I HATEE EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGG.
EVERY, EVERY EVERYTHINGGGGGGGG.

what's happening? IDK! AHHHH~!

how i wish someone is with me right now. STUPID.

lingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

2008-12-24T02:13:00.000+08:00

TODAY'S A SHOPPING DAY~!
lols, i did alot of shoppings today.
but i haven get all the things i wanted. lols.
continue tomorrow!
going tampines to buy my converse shoe with yenzhi~! (:
and and, bishan for my eclipse.

hahas, met regina at the bugis mrt station.
first station to popular. couldnt find my eclipse. so sad. ):
then, bought my stationaries and stuff.
second station was to bugis street.
bought my bagpack from zinc.
I SWEAR I'M NOT GOING TO THAT SHOP UNLESS NEEDED.
ohhh man! i target-ed a bagpack from there.
then, i bought it. i told the aunty if there's any nice nice shoulder bag or sling bag.
then she was like, kept on introducing and introducing.
i wanted her to stop, but i couldn't.
then she introduced me those damn adult one, if not damn boy boy-ish one.
i was like, okay aunty. thanks alot. but i think i go to other shops and take a look.
can see that she abit buay song. LOL. but but, i'm having phobia of that shop.
i told regina, DON GO TO THAT SHOP AGAIN. i'm scared of the aunty.
then she was like, LOL? hahas.

then i went to other shop. LOL.
walked to Jsquare. spotted one, but it's too big.
then walked to INK. regina spotted another bag.
at first, i didnt like that bag.
but after awhile, i felt that it's quite nice.
and it met my budget! wahaha, it's mine.
we saw evan and the lydia girl and another girl. lols.
from ndp de! WAHAHAHA.
then walked walked. spotted a bf shirt if i'm not wrong.
bought it. then decided to go marina.
then, we took bus to suntec then walked to marina.

walked walked. went wallet shop.
then, kelly and magaret came.
so, we went watsons. then went toilet.
then went for TWILIGHT.
oh man, this was the second time i watched this.
BUT IT'S STILL EXCITING OKAY.
i was like telling regina the story. ahas, omg omg.
lols, i totally go crazy about it already.
then, bus-ed down to cathay to wait for huilin and joanna.
but we went to this fashion to find them instead, they're working there.
then then, around 7.45, we went to cathay for dinner at astons.

god luh! the queue was like, sooo damnnn longgggg~!
we waited for 1 hour plus for our seats.
then another half an hour for our food.
me and regina's parents were like, WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACK.
wahhh, wanted to go home, but, cannot pangseh.
kena nagged, nag and nag and nag.
why are mothers sooooooo naggy? lols.
back to the topic. lols.
er, ordered lemon lime chicken, potato salad and mashed potato.
i'm so potato today. LOL.
after eating, went home straight.

Pencil case from the Wallet shop.
Shirt from bugis street.
Stationaries from Popular.
Slippers from M)phosis.
Bagpack from Zinc.
Shoulder bag from Ink.

my pencil case. (:

regina asked me to buy this.

coz she's buying one, BUT NOT CONFIRM.

chocolate mirror and comb~!

bought this on the 18th.

see? i'm a chocolate freak. hahas.

food served, except mine. ):

mine~!

alot right? hmms.

lingggg

2008-12-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

lalalalala~!
today, same old story! lols.
and and and, i slept for 2 hours in the afternoon!
cool right?
ad and and and, I'VE FINISH READING MY TWILIGHT.
cool right?
first time, first time in my life.
i've finish reading a to-me-quite-a-thick-book in just 3 days!
actually it's less than a day if counted in hours.
waahahahah! i did it man!
the day i bought, my sister was like telling me:" the book soooo thick. how long can you finish it? i bet you cant finish it very fast. "
then i said:" in 3 days. believe it or not?"
although i don have much confidence that i will really finish it in 3 days' time.

alright. i ammm soooo boredddd.
christmas is coming in 2 day's time! woahh.
btw, currently 23rd. hahas. wahahahah~!
presentsss~! cards~! LOLOL.

alright, bye!

lingggg.

2008-12-22T02:15:00.000+08:00

The time of my life;

I’ve been waiting for my dreams

To turn into somethingI could believe in

And looking for that

Magic rainbow

On the horizon

I couldn’t see it

Until I let go

Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn

Now I’m coming alive

Body and soul

And feelin’ my world start to turn

And I’ll taste every moment

And live it out loud

I know this is the time,

This is the time

To be more than a name

Or a face in the crowd

I know this is the time

This is the time of my life

Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished

Into the airLeft me in pieces

But now I’m rising from the ashes

Finding my wings

And all that I needed

Was there all along

Within my reach

As close as the beat of my heart

And I’ll taste every moment

And live it out loud

I know this is the time,

This is the time to be

More than a name

Or a face in the crowd

I know this is the time

This is the time of my life

Time of my life

And I’m out on the edge of forever

Ready to run

I’m keeping my feet on the ground

Arms open wide

Face to the sun

I’ll taste every moment

And live it out loud

I know this is the time,

This is the time to be

More than a name

Or a face in the crowd

I know this is the time

This is the time of my life

Time of my life

More than a name

Or a face in the crowd

This is the timeThis is the time of my life.This is the time of my life.

2008-12-22T01:14:00.000+08:00

hahas, hi guys!
alright, did nothing today, but sleep, eat, toilet, read my twilight.
i'm kinda in the vampire world.
drink blood, cold ones, speed, change eye colours. LOL.
what am i doing? hahas. alrighttt.

i've got nothing to say. coz i did nothing today, except for those boring routines. lols.
vampire~! vampire~!
edward cullen, isabella swan. LOL.
i guess i'm insane. lols.
i've read the book until page 285. hopefully can finish it by tomorrow. lols.
first time, i was so into a so thick book.
as you know, guys, i don read storybooks. LOL.

About 3 things, i was absolutely positive.

First, Edward was a vampire.

Second, there was a part of him- and i didn't know how dominant that part might be- that thirsted for my blood.

And third, i was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

hahas, alrightt, bye guys!

linggggggg!

i'm waiting for your return.

2008-12-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

okayy, i realised i never blog for a few days. haha!
alright, rewind to 18 dec.

woke up early in the morning just to go for a briefing that was none of my business?
or should i say, i went for nothing. lols.
it was sec 1 registration briefing. which, i wont be there? lols.
mr lim asked me to be there, so i went?
but there was nothing? lols.
after the briefing, me and fengling went to hawker to eat as i didn't had my breakfast.
chicken rice and sugarcane for me. hahas, then rushed the bus to meet kexin at paya lebar mrt station. alright, i was too early. LOL.
went i reached, she was still waiting for bus? or in the bus already? idk.

met her, went novena to pick pearl up.
in the end, pearl's father drove us to plaza sing.
then, went shopping around as it was a few hours before the movie starts.
then, we went swensen for lunch.
i didn't eat, as the chicken rice in my stomach had not digested yet. lols.
i ate pearl's salad. hahas, it was nice.
then, their friend came, a guy called kevin , i guess.
hahas, then went for movie, TWILIGHT!
okay, it was awesome!
trust me, you'll go for another round once you've watch it.
and yes, I'M ON GOING TO WATCH IT AGAIN ON THE 23RD!
hahahas. then went funan to collect my pay.
then went bugis to shop for kexin's gown? hahas.
after so much thinkings and walkings, she'd finally decided to buy a 69 dress.
the colour was similar to hei tang qun xia zhuan the uniform.
hahas, then went home, as it was late for me.

19 dec
today was sec 1 registration.
but me, melissa and regina went to HQ for colour party briefing.
we didn't know that it was postponed to 30 dec.
alright, and we didn't know that we cant wear boots. lols.
then, ms alsagoff said that it's a matter of commitment for the colour party.
we have to go for training twice a week, from 5 to 6.30 at bishan, HQ.
then, we went to walk around junction 8.
kfc for lunch, then movie, BOLT.
lols, some parts were funny, but some, okay okay luh.
bolt is actually not a superdog! lols.
i fell asleep in the middle of the movie.
idk why, i was so tired. hahas, melissa too!
then then, we train-ed down to eunos to accompany regina to buy her book wrapper.
then, walked to the mrt station. say bye to them, and i bought my bubbletea, and home!

20 dec
which is today? lols.
woke up at around 10.30.
i think i slept for like, 11 hours!
but i still feel sooo tired and sleepy. lols, my eyes like keep on tear-ing.
went parkway for me and my sister's school shoes.
and then popular for my twilight. oh man, i still left with one book, which is out of stock? lols.
sad sia, i needa hunt for that book from other popular.
went hawker, my mother ate. lols.
i ate popiah. bubble tea again. lols.
recently, i've been drinking bubbletea. i think i've gained a few kgs. LOL.
who cares?! wahahahahaha!
then went home, straight away, twilight! lols.
i was reading and reading and reading, actually, not really. hahas.
then, was soo tired that i fell asleep at around 7. until 11. LOL.
and here i am now. my twilight stopped at page 100. lols.

alrighttt, i'm kinda into edward and isabella's world now.
ahahas.

when you can live forever, what do you live for?

linggg!

2008-12-18T00:26:00.000+08:00

Let me introduce, this is..

BASKET LING!

today, went back for decorating the guides noticeboard and and spring cleaning the councillor room.
me, fengling, rozanne, lihao and clarence chow came to spring clean! lols.
wahhh, the room hor, seriously cannot make it one man! hahas.
but we cleaned until nice and clean wor! really nice nice de wor!
lolols, no shoes are allowed inside, councillors!
was playing around, hahaas.
clean floor that time, i was kneeling and took the cloth and clean here clean there.
took the mop, mop mop here, mop mop there. hahahas.
moved the furnitures here and there and bla. hahahas.
MY OWNER SMACKED MY HEAD LUH.
he said he wanna pat, in the end smacked. LOL.
skip skip.
finish everything, then went to decorate noticeboard.
not finished yet. sian, but will try to finish soon! hahas.

Pictures!

candid of louise and katherine!

clarence chow!

see, clarence's stupid finger. extra hor? LOL.

dirty hor? hahas.

outside the room! messy!

he was playing with npcc stuff. zzz.

our school's new zebra crossing? LOL.

heart shape! rozanne made it with all the leftover food. LOL.

rozanne and i cleaning the floor. fengling's hand there, ordering? lols.

dirty water! not only this okay.

clean and clear! wahaha.

ice in the fridge. 0.0 cool hor.

neat right?! hahahas.

fengling and me me me! xD

soooo damnnn neattt rightttttt? :D

rozanne and fengling act dead man! lols.

then, when we were decorating the noticeboard.

alot of people came to spray the stupid mosquito thing.

sooo damn smelly luh. and like got haze like that.

totally cannot see anything for a few seconds.

this picture is a better one.

got worse man, i cannot breathe already. :x

alrighttt.

wahahahaha.

tomorrow morning, briefing for registration.

after that, twilight with kexin and her cousin.

hahas, and and, evil sharky asked me to blog about him.

SHAWN CHANNN!

see, i so good.

got blog about you leh!

aiya, you cannot see, going camp le. LOL.

hahahas, alright.

gtg sleep le.

needa wake up at 7.30 tomorrow.

and now is 1.10! gosh.

tomorrow confirm very very very tired.

alright, nights guys!

LING.

2008-12-16T13:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA!

she's officially 14! hahahas.
sorry, cant pei you celebrate your birthday. hahas.
enjoy your 14th birthday!
don worry about other things le! (:

2008-12-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

15 dec, went school to discuss for the councillor room.
ahahahas, met fengling at around 9.30.
then bus-ed down to broadrick.
i forgot to bring my ezlink card. Lucky i have some coins with me.
If not i would be asking around for coins already.
then fengling went to buy her books, i went to take key from mr lim.
then to councillor room, sit and touch here touch therre.
farah came, then talked talked talked. hahas.
then suddenly, WE HEARD SOMETHING?
oh gosh luh. then farah told us don know be scared.
i think she feel something? oh gosh. lols.
then she told us the whole stretch of rooms have some friends from the other world.
then fengling was like.. OMG?
LOL, but we really did heard something weird. idk how to explain.
but is really something weird. then the NPCC one kept on disturbing us.
stupid man, they shut the windows loud loud, then do all those stupid things outside.
then then talked talked, discussed discussed bla. went home.
lolols, did nothing and slept. LOLOL.

Kryan flew to U.S le!
byeee, bon voyage! buy me presents hor! hahas.

lingg!

2008-12-16T11:37:00.000+08:00

alrights, on the 13 of dec, we went to celebrate melissa's birthday!
but actually her birthday is on 16 dec. LOL.

met up at 11.30.
with, melissa, regina, chi and yenzhi.
jun couldn't make it coz of a small irritating girl girl.
i was on the same bus with chi. but then got one uncle?
his face abit ti ko ti ko one. LOL.
then i was like using my face expression to hint chi, HELP ME. LOL.
then then, reached the bus stop, just nice 11.30!
wahahahahaa. SO PUNCTUAL RIGHT?!
but regina was abit late coz she mistaken 33 to 133.
then she took the 133 instead of 33. LOL.
yenzhhiii, was quite late? lols.
when we called her, she was still at home.
alrights man, by that time she came, was already 12 plus.
then took 31 to tampines.
was having car sick, felt like vomitting luh. lols.
then then, actually we wanted to watch bolt 3D.
but then we missed the timing le. shit it man!
but then, nevermind. then, all of them felt famished, so we went to kopitiam to eat eat.
i drank coke light! wasn't hungry at all. lols.

after that, went walk walk around.
yenzhi bought a jacket, melissa bought her converse shoe.
I BOUGHT A JACKET TOO! wahaha, happy happy!
then melissa, yenzhi, meichi went to play arcade.
me and regina were too bored, so we went to walk around.
we walked from the top to the basement. LOL.
were shopping around and talking about some stuff! hehe.
then then, on the first floor, we met a aunty.
she scared me. I was like tio shock! LOL.
she stopped us and asked for 5 dollars.
so i said, can we give you 2 dollars each? then we gave her our money.
she wore until quite nice. her left hand was carrying macs.
regina told me that the macs maybe is people's leftover food.
but then she talked she kept on spitting saliva out. LOL.
then then, that aunty said:" GOD bless both of you. I am a Christian. God will bless both of you."
then we were like, oh okay okay.
then, we were too bored le. so, we decided to follow that aunty see where she go.
but then, she spotted us, then we quickly turn. lols.
i know very stupid luhhhh! hahas.
then then, chi called us to meet them at the kopitiam.
bought something, then went to melissa's ahma house already.

then then, bla bla bla.
BBQ-ING. yeah, was playing with melissa's cousins.
all of them are soooooooo cute!
especially ron and sharon. cute man!
melissa's cake was cool, agar agar lai de.
then then, eat eat eat. play play play.
then went for wash up all these.
at around 1 plus plus. was making them high.
make them high by: STARTED LAUGHING! LOL.
i don know why i started laughing, then all of them started laughing too!
we laughed until melissa's xiao jiu ma also can hear. LOL.
then, all felt tired. then sleep le loh! still say wanna ton. lolols.

next day, roti prata for breakfast.
then saw 2 bangalas holding hands and walked man!
LOL, then went to broadrick there to meet weiwen, junie, sweekeow and gregory.
then, travelled to NUS to trek from there to vivo.
woahh, long journey man!
We passed through the NUS residental area all these, then finally we walked out of NUS.
melissa and regina fell! lols, cute sia.
melissa was only playing and told junie that they're falling down.
in the end, they really fell down. and and, melissa was sitting on regina's hand.
Regina's hand red red and swollen le. LOL.
then walked walked walked.
walked through the forest. lols.
then, saw alot of my zhu xian, CROWS. WAHAHAHA.
bid goodbye, and walked again.
We've walked through canopy walk, hort park, kent ridge park, southern ridge park, henderson waves, and last one, MARANG TRAIL, then finally we reached somewhere near vivo.
woahh, walked from 1 to around 7 man! was bitten by mosquitos. was scratching here and there now. lolols.
ajisen ramen for dinner, and train-ed home with regina! LOL.
really thanks for the dinner!

pictures, LAZY POST. lols.
alright bah. bye!

linggg.

2008-12-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

people! hahahas.
alrighttt, stayed at home the whole day today again.
went to my mother's room at around 12 plus plus.
coz i was very sleepy don know whyyy.
was texting shawn. then slowly fell asleep.
i woke up for every 20-30 mins and replied the messages.
then after around 2 plus, i slept and never wake up le.
NO LUH, i woke up at 5 plus.

nothing to write le luh! LOL.
tomorrow going to watch bolt! wahaha.
then then, going her ah ma's house for her birthday bbq.
tonning at her house tomorrow.
alright, bye!

lingggg. (:

2008-12-12T00:53:00.000+08:00

PICTURES FROM SIR EMERSON!

CPA'08 IS LOVED!

the whole cohort. hahas.
workshop in the temasek room at macpherson sec.

lydia and ka hou. punishment. the 3 types of smile.

broadrick, broadrick, broadrick, broadrick, macpherson? LOL.

talk talk talk.

see the slides? hahas.

extend a leader's part to love!

instructions for games!

making our group flag.

GO 4TIFIED!

tent pitching at bottle tree park.

hoho, buddha clap!

buddha clap's positon.

wahh, hands suan suan de.

fire for outdoor cooking!

not my group one. hahas.

me, huijun, jia hui, stevanda eating food that we cooked for ourdoor cooking. ahas.

4tified, entangled! and weilong and the police officer. lols.

see mengkuan? chun li plus don know what.

cute right? LOL.

campfire's burning! sir vj! wahaha.

hands up!!

4tified's campfire performance!

couple dance.

copycat with instructor jeremy.

unpitch and pack tents.

gosh, i miss the swans and the river behind. hahas.

pack pack pack. LOL.

group 3!

you see the chicken?!yeahh, is that one that we kept on throwing here and there.

became like that. headless chicken, with don know what body. LOL.

briefing briefing!

alright.

I miss CPA'08.

I miss 4tified.

I miss weilong.

I miss all the intructors.

I miss all the police officers.

I miss Chief Eunice.

I miss High achievers.

I miss macpherson secondary.

I miss yishun.

I miss bottle tree park.

I miss the basketball court.

I miss the speaker and mics at the basketball court.

I miss the paintball field.

I miss the swans.

I miss the tent.

I miss the toilet.

I miss the grass patch that i had slept on.

I miss the floor that i had stepped on.

I miss the places that i had went at bottle tree park.

I miss the food.

I miss the cleaner there.

I miss the uncle who always send our meals to the basketball court.

I miss the bus that we used to travel to yishun and back again.

I miss the bus chair.

I miss the bus driver.

I miss the plates that we used to eat.

I miss the cups that we used to drink.

I miss the forks and spoons.

I MISS EVERYTHING! ):

2008-12-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

alright guys, today hmms, woke up at 9 plus.
yesterday, slept at 1 plus, COZ MY INTERNET COULDN'T WORK.
LOL, hmmms.
went vivo with fengling, kryan and kenneth teo.
alex pangseh-ed us. LOLL.
boarded the same 30 as kryan and kenneth.
fengling was having her lunch with her tuition friends.
YEAH, then these 2 boy boy, went around the whole vivo to find one superdog? LOL.
and we were like walking back to the same place through and fro?
then then, they went to secret recipe to eat. FINALLY MAN.
wahh, the food all soooo expensive luhh. LOL.
half way through, fengling came. wahahaha.
talked talked talked. alrighttttt. so damn funny luh! hahas.
actually wanted to watch movie, but then fengling never bring enough money and there's no nice nice movie recently. haahas.
went to the water water there to play.
kryan and kenneth went time zone, so me and fengling were playing with the water. LOL.
was talking to her about the CPA camp. hahhas.

skip skip skip.
then kenneth went to find his friend.
the kryan was waiting for us at dhoby ghaut mrt station.
then we were deciding where to go.
slacked at the barrier there and the staircase there.
then, kryan went home. LOL.
then, went orchard with fengling to find shawn.

went shaw house, before that, i lost my way. LOL.
lucky got some kind souls on the streets helped me out.
then, went forum, toyrus, then wheelock? LOLOL.
fengling's audi couple, wei jun, came from lakeside and meet her too!
wahahaha, when he came right, both of them don talk one luh!
then we were like, hey, talk talk talk.
finally they talked, ABIT. abit only luh.
then, we needa go home.
that weijun said wanna go bugis, but then he and his friends followed us to eunos.
after that, he wanted to send fengling home.
he tapped out his card. after that said wanna send her home.
but then fengling said, DON WANT, go back go back. LOL.
then he went to tap his card, went in again. LOLOL.
funny like hell luh. wahahaha.

went home, ate, bathed, wrapped some of my textbooks.
then, was watching little nyonya.
I HATE THEM SIA. the zhenzhu, tua ji and some others.
i've forgotte their names. LOL, i was sooo angry until i wanna jump into the tv and use a knife and stab their hearts.
They have hearts that are black in colour one. ahahas.
alright bahh. bye!

lingg

2008-12-10T23:29:00.001+08:00

hahaha

heyy, puan puan dan duan duan? LOL, i don know how to spell.

alright, stayed at home the whole day? hmms, basically, rot at home today.

eat, watch tv, sleep, play my lappy, and do nothing! wahaha.

alrightt, these 2 pictures are all done by my owner! wsahaha.
got one can move de, but it cant move when i post it. LOL.
alrighttt, although they're small, but they're nice! xD

credited to: Kk hospital!

wahaha, alright, nothing to post le, BYE.

linggg.

2008-12-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

TODAY'S BIRTHDAY GIRL:

Zhangjunn!

&she's officially 17!

we went to seoul garden to eat eat. LOLOL.

me, regina, melissa, yenzhi, meichi, lennard, benjamin, zhangjun, yihan, and a cute girl.

see how many lalas yenzhi ate.

hahas, after the buffet lunch, we went to walk around.

we went arcade. then i played the catch soft toy one.

stupid, cheated my money. arghhh!

then i asked yenzhi help me play the sweets one.

also cheated my money. stupid sia!

how i wish somebody can catch one for me. LOL.

dream on bahhhhh!

then, went swensen's for the cake.

jun was waiting for her cake.

"Where's my cake?"

yay, cake with 1 big candles and 7 small ones!

making wishes, confirm got one is regarding benjamin de! LOL.

blow wind blow!

cut cut!

she had problems cutting her icecream cake.

then she asked the waiter to cut for her. LOL.

my piece of cake? LOLOL.

christmas tree at swensen's/

LOL, actually, wanted to ask jun stand there. hahas.

aafter that, me, regina, meichi and yenzhi went bugis street walk walk.

before that, we went to the toilet. i was like WHATTHEHELLLLL.

my panda eyes' damn obvious!

then don know who was like, telling me, "you know why? hmms, you everyday what time sleep?" then i was like, "OKAY OKAY. my eyes! my eyes!"

LOLOL, suddenly felt so sleepy. is like really wanted to close my eyes like that.

then we went bugis street, regina and meichi bought their ear rings.

walk walk and walk. LOL.

then, went to take mrt with meichi.

the door that has the pictures of JAY CHOU. wahaha.

i was sooo crazy that i took a picture of it. xD

see see? hahas.

went home. wahhh, brand new room?

LOL, my father painted the whole house with light green, almost white.

but then now, got the paint odour.

LOL, with aircon somemore. but, still can tahan luh. hahas.

okayy, then was so tired until i fell asleep at5.30.

then 7.30 then woke up.LOLOL.

alright bahh, bye!

linggg.

2008-12-09T02:24:00.000+08:00

currently it's 9 December, 2.25 am.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN!

today, or can i say yesterday? LOL.
hmms, stayed at home the whole dayy!
today broke my record man.
i woke up at 11.30! FIRST TIME WAKE UP SOOO LATE.
alright, back to topic. lols.
watched tv, then on laptop, then was browsing the photo album.
internet connection problem occured again. was sooo pek chek.
but then okay already.
i finally finished my bu liang xiao hua. LOL.
the ending damn weird? LOL.
then off it at around 5.15.
then after that, around 8 plus 9, on again.

wahh, seriously. i feel like asking my modem to go and die luh.
always give me problem one siaaaaaa!
was like pleading the modem to get connected? LOL.
the my mother saw, she was like, what you doing? LOL.
hahahas. alrighttt. after so many attempts, FINALLY.
and here i am now. wahahaha.
gotta call the singtel technician come my house le, kryan said de. LOL.

alright alright.
going to seoul's garden for jun's birthday buffet tomorrow/today? LOL.
byeeee! (:

linggg. (:

2008-12-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

1.) Name a friend from A-Z:

A- Alvin
B- Beverly
C- Chi
D- Darren
E- Eng teng
F- Feng ling
G- Gerald
H- Hamizah
I- Isabel
J- Jocelyn
K- Kryan
L- Li hao
M- Melissa
N- Natalya
O- ONG YI LING
P- Pei pei
Q- Qian hui
R- Regina
S- Siying
T- Tze fang
U- nobodyy
V- Vanessa
W- Wei wen
X- Xin yuan
Y- Yen zhi
Z- Zhang Jun

2)R&S can be together in a BoyGirl relationship?
Regina and Siying. You think leh? SO OBVIOUS?

3) How is L related to you?
My beloved ex group leader. LOL.

4) Does Y know Z?
Yenzhi and Zhangjun. YES.

5) If C betray you, will you kill him/her?
Nope, i dont wanna be a murderer. I will kill myself first!

6) If K steals your boyfriend, wad will you do?
Kryan is a guy! He won't, unless he's a gay!

7) Wad if B tell you tat he/she has a crush on you?
Beverly. She's a girl, please.

8) Will you and M get into fight?
Nope, we are civilised people!

9) Who does R have a crush on?
Regina. Why must i tell you? LOL.

10) If G calls you a bitch, wad will you do?
Gerald. I think he calls alot of girls bitch already? LOL.

1)See above.

2) What the relationship between you and E?
Engteng, my patrol member!

3)Who is I's best friend?
Isabel, Lihao?

4)Who does Z likes?
Zhang jun. Of course is our papa, BENJAMIN YEO.

5) What colour does Y likes?
Yenzhi, GREEN.

6)Where does G lives?
Geerald. idk..?

7)Did you and C have a fight before?
Nope, we are not guys. We dont fight. haha!

8)Who is H's best friend(s)?
Hamizah. Lydia, Adeline, Fion, Brenda?

9)What can you say about T?
Tze fang. She' cute. hahas.

10)What if W tells you that she has a crush on you , you will...?
SHE IS MY AH MA. how to..? LOL.

2008-12-08T16:30:00.000+08:00

was browsing through the ndp girl guide 2008 photo album.
saw lots of photos! hahahas.
i miss NDP'08! the event that all of us contributed for Singapore!
i miss girl guide contingent and other uniform groups!

09 AUGUST 2008

nice nice? see the formation? hahas.
girl guides!

the guard of honor!
colour party.

ndp band!

sirs and mdmS. lol.

Sir randy!

The august babies!

girl guide contingent!

what's wrong? lols.

Broadrick guides!

I gop alot of the photos, but too many le. hahas. alright!

2008-12-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

HEYYY, hahahas.
woke up at 9 today. was kinda tired.
after my breakfast, was lying on my sofa watching tv until wanna fall asleep. LOL.
then, my aunty called.
she asked whether we wanna go causeway point find her not.
so i said, YES. then my sister they all also said YES.

on the the way to woodlands, shawn was telling me that he was eating sushi at sakae.
suddenly, i had the urge of eating. -.-
LOLOL, reached causeway point, was walking around.
toy sections for my brother. siann, felt sooo tired.
then, walked to ichban sushi.
i said, I WANT SUSHI.
then my aunty gave me money to buy a few. haha.
she said cannot eat too much, then i buy very little.
nevermind, i can buy alot for myself too! haha.

my ichiban sushi!

ichiban!

then, walked to find food court.

they were hungry. haas.

way to the food court. saw ts.

so i went in, wahahah!

i bought fated to love, but don know why they put you're my destiny.

my mother said, this is my christmas present. LOL.

coz i kept on bugging her for one. hahas.
got 4 parts. with extra episode? don now why so weird.

i watched on the net, is only like 20 plus episode? LOLOL.

so cool. haha!

then was walking around again.

then, went into courts the furniture sections.

me and my sister, or can say ME, was feeling so crazy.

i kept on telling my mother i wanna move house. LOL.

the my aunty ask my to move to woodlands.

then my mother say, still must change school leh.

then i was like, don need luh. i can wake up early to go school de. LOL.

was so high that time. then i told my mother: " mummy, let's go home. go tell papa we wanna move house. let's go! haha!"

then she acted with me, and she said: " okay, let's go."

haha, so cute.

there was this mr.men show.

all the little miss es and mr s. i saw little miss sunshine, mr rude and all.

hahaha, so cute!

haha, then, was feeling more and more tired.

so, i told my mother i wanna go home.

then my aunty kept on asking us to go her house.

the problem was, i was very tired. that's why i wanna go home.

then she kept on asking us to go.
haha, but i went home eventually.
mrt back to eunos. was falling asleep there. LOLOL.

woodlands, admiralty, sembawang, yishun.. counting the stops.

LOLOL, i was so sleepy.

went home, was opening my newly bought dics.

my brother was opening his toy that he bought himself. o:

haha, then i ate abit.

around 6, i went to sleep with my contacts on.

then around 9.10 then i woke up.

i thought it was only 7, 8 plus. LOL.

i was rubbing my eyes luh, red red.

i forgot i was still wearing my contacts. hahas.

then i went to bath, then online.

here i am now! hahaha.

alright bahh, end my boring grandmother story here.

bye! (:

LING.

2008-12-07T01:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY, ONG YITING! xD

today, nothing much.
stayed at home coz it's my sister's birthday.
And, just ended camp, then abit tired.
that's why never go hq with regina and melissa.

stayed at home, nothing much.
ate my kentucky fried chicken and watched wo ai hei she hui, got wang lee hom.
i love him cute band! haha.
ah wang, ah lee, ah hom, and singer wang lee hom. LOL.
so cute right? hahahas, but sad, jay chou never go.

hmms, was eating my yummy chicken halfway and watching half way.
SUDDENLY, i recieved a message, from MS ALSAGOFF.
I PASSED MY FOOTDRIL TEST! wahaha!
i thought i wont pass as i did alot of mistakes.
BUT I PASSED! i was so damn happy luhhh.
regina and melissa passed too! congratulations!

did nothing today, so sian. zzz.
alright, my short short post hor?
hahah, bye!

LINGG.

2008-12-05T20:02:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CPA CAMP!
btw, cpa stands for CRIME PREVENTION AMBASSADOR!
haha, okayyy. got police officers one okay?! LOL.

first day, woke up at about 5.30 to prepare for the camp.
left house at around 6 plus to go to paya lebar mrt.
my bag damn heavy luh. don know what i bring. zzz.
reached paya lebar. saw lydia, hamizah and adeline.
out of the sudden, npcc de came.
i saw, farah, kenneth KOH&NG, thomas, louise, syahmi and afew of the rest.
tiffany and cherlynn an gabriel came too!
then, walked to the bus stop to go macpherson seconday school.
then i realised, there were actually 4 schools attending the camp!

Broadrick secondary school.
Manjusri secondary school.
Macpherson secondary school.
Gelyang methodist secondary school.

i saw loads of primary school's friends!
meng kuan, rashidah, sarayutt! hahas.
then talk talk talk.
the 3 police officers on the first day were, VJ, alvin and amerson.
wahhh, they very cute sia. alvin don even look like a police officer sia.
he sometimes emotionless de. talk very little one.
VJ, is a police who smoke. LOL. weird sia.
then he explained to us, smoking doesn't mean you are bad. if you are at a legal age to smoke, that's nothing wrong. LOL.
skip skip skip.
after that, formed into groups. let me introduce my group!

4TIFIED;group 4
instructor: weilong , the commando

members!

From Macpherson,
perry; the best camper.
huijun; the pretty girl.
kahow; the ug bear.
stevanda; the best inproved camper.

From Manjusri,
rashidah; group 4's best model.
darryl; the quiet dinosaur.

From Geylang methodist:
eugene; the stupid angmoh cum chinese cum malay.
yi de; the innocent boy.
rachael; the quiet little girl.
jiahui; the long, rebonded, nice hair girl.

From Broadrick:
lydia; the cute girl.
syahmi; broadrick npcc guy.
gabriel; a not so quiet but quiet guy.

haha, then played some bonding games.
then went for a 3 hours workshop.
although the aircon is cold, lecturing is boring sometimes, almost fell asleep, but the coach was cute and funny! she's coach sabrina.
I like the way she present, really cute! hahs.
after the workshop, went to yishun.
at first i thought was going to yishun npc.
but they went to the yishun bottle tree park.
weird sia, having camp in a public place. LOLOL.
but the atmosphere was quite good.
got children catching guppies, people eploring, the ISWAK swans, playground, swings, paintball field. alot alot. LOLOL.
there got alot of things i saw in tv drama.
like the bottle tree, was in the princess hours.
then, the swans, zhi shu and xiang qing wedding that swans on the river.
paintball, xiang qing and ahjin went to play when they date.

hahaha, went there, had our lunch, pitched our tents, games and bla.
during games time, did some mistakes i think.
we did buddha claps, by all the police officiers.
they punished us. :x
buddha claps can seriously make your hand break man.
night, we played kidnapped! i really sweat like don know what. LOL.
group 4 won too! yipppeeeee!
lights out. slept, alright, was really tiredddd.
i missed my phone. i wanted my phone bad so badly. but cannot, they don want return us. :x

next dayyyy, morning, did morning excercise.
run around the whole park, and did some movements.
then did a few hundreds of buddha claps.
8 people never surrender their handphones, wallets and one box of match sticks. LOL.
then i forgot do what le. LOL.
preparation for outdoor cooking.
we only got all the food and aluminium tray and one box of match sticks.
how to cook, you must think yourself.
then, we went around the whole park to find dry leaves and twits.
took some time for us to cook the food. wahh, all sweat like hell.
then, saw one dead snake and one live snake. LOL.
went to the conference room for a workshop.
all crimes and juvenile delinquency all these. LOL.
really like a police camp sia.
after that, finished everything, went to prepare for our campfire performance.
at first, thought of performing 2 cheers and our group cheer.
in the end, we had a dance! couple dance. -.-
all of us must have a male or a female partner. my partner was eugene.
the actions all were okayy, just that keep on holding hands.
more stupid one is turn one round then hug.
got one is you must put your hand on your partner's hip.
then your hand and your partner's hand must form a heart.
then sway to left and right.
wahhhh, when we did that, all of them were like WOOO~!
night, campfire.
performances, cheers and loads of stuff.
played a game called copycat.
each group sent out one representative. i represented group 4.
and i won the game with instructor jeremy! hahahas.
had loads of fun during these 2 nights.
instructor jeremy and joshua are cute! hahahas.
went to bath and sleeep after that.
tired mann, then, i kept on waking up.
coz my leg very cold. lolols.
then i heard snorings from lydia, adeline or hamizah.
everybody snores, i snores too. hahas.

3rd day, which is today, woke up at around 7.
danced xi shua shua. LOL. then went for breakfast.
after that, cleaned up tents and keep the tents.
after that, played gladiator, must conquer other group's territory using water bombs.
group 4 won too! wahahahaha.
then water war! alot of them attacked the police officiers.
actually i wanted to shoot kenneth koh, but i accidentally splashed the water on syahmi.
LOLOL, then syahmi wanted to revenge.
he really did revenge.
he, thomas and yong song took a big pail of water then chase after me.
i kena like don know what. LOLOL. watch out man! hahas.
then lunch, another game.
multi level captain ball. threw alots of balls.
then got one special item.
it you catch it and throw to your captain, you will earn 100 points.
then suddenly, they threw out a whole body of raw chicken.
at first, all of us don dare to take it.
but in the end, we still took it. damn cruel sia.
we snatched until the chicken head dropped out. LOLOL.
then when they throw, the chicken legs and hands like flying like that. LOLOL.
but abit wasted luh, one good good chicken became like don know what. LOL.
then, went for area cleaning, then clean up.
skip skip skip.
prize presentation, bla and everything, went back to macpherson.

so sadd, end of camp already. ):
how i wish i can see them again.
i miss weilong!
i miss all the police officers!
i miss all the instructors!
i miss 4tified!
i miss all my group members!
i miss everybody! ):

everytime like that de.
that time work also like that.
after work, now this camp.
haiishhhh, nevermindd.
every good thing will come to an end.
alright, this is a damn long post. hahas.
byee!

lingg

2008-12-05T19:53:00.000+08:00

pictures from cici. chen liu ying! (:

group photo 1!
group photo 2!

cici and me! (:

wee teck( i not sure) and shawn

cashier! notice the 2 siao zha bors behind? haha!

me and ke xin!

2008-12-01T12:48:00.000+08:00

BOOO. hahaha, never blog for don know how long le.
was working at expo for the sitex fest, from 27 to 30 nov.
something like IT fest luh.
was promoting external hard drive from western digital.
cool luh, so many colours and types. lolols.
i must learn one bye one, how to explain to customers all these.
i stood for about 9 hours everyday, pain.
then, everytime went back home, i needa ask my grandma to massage my legs. LOL.
hahaha, business was sometimes good, sometimes bad.
i am scared of one question:" what's the difference between this and this?"
wahh, one day i can explain more than 100 times luh. LOL.
my throat also talk until..? LOLOLOL.
but very fun! knew loads of friends!
challenger, our "competitor" ke xin say de.
both companies like snatching customers from one another. hahs.
we sell the same thing, price also the same.
and we are side bye side! LOL.
then sometimes customer thought we same company.
then jenny aunty will like explain:" please come back here. we 2 different companies. they challenger, we newstead. " hahas.
but the last day, we still exchanged msn, number from each other.
i only know shawn, wee teckand maybe the lyn from challenger. LOL.
shawn was like saying. :"什么你的我的，我们都是一家人！"
all of us were like, hahaha.
haha, newstead. i knew loads of friends too!
xu sheng, cici, joel, weiteng, fu hai, yuan hao, ee kiat, and one forgot name le. LOL.
i am the youngest among the promoter luh. hahahas.
from the opposite booth, creative, knew a friend too, lance!
hahaha, i love road showw. wahahaha.
having fun and all that stuff. although quite tiring luh. haha!

PICTURES, lolols.

my pass. cool right? LOL. -.-
xu sheng, ci ci, cashier and jenny aunty!

left one is challenger de, right is ours newstead de. LOL.

see our hard drive? lolols. left with little stocks.

nicee hor? so many colours. LOL.

cici, HAHA.

chen liu yinggg~!

ke xin camou in the black board. can spother? LOL.

cam-whoring in the toilet.

last day le. :(

yuan hao a.k.a 自由男神！

hahas.

creative balloon and people. LOL.

lunch time! took a picture of cici.

chio hor? hahas.

fu hai, the one wearing grey jacket.

hahahs, still got loads of pictures. gotta get from cici, then post up.

hahahs, got group photo too!

alright, will blog soon. byee!

linggg.

2008-11-25T16:08:00.000+08:00

BACKKK. finally can use internet man! :(
thanks to FENGLINGGG, my lesbian partner! hahaha.
hahahas, currently at her house noww.

sorry guys! coz my internet down, then suddenly cannot find any network for me to connect. -.-
hahahahas, alrightttt.
suddenly forgot what to write le. siian luhhhhh.

alright, finally ended my 2 camps.
Leadership camp and SLTC.
leadership camp is a quite slack one, with LOADS OF FOOD.
SLTC is VERY TIRING ONE, with very little foodddd.
gosh luhhh. opposite one. hahahahas.
hmmms, another camp on 3 dec all the way to 5 dec.
working on 27 to 30 nov at expo!
who wanna buy hard disk? tell me! i am promoting.
come and buy from me horr, let me earn some money luh. LOLOL.
my pay only $30 a day, then if got people buy from you, then you got commission. LOL.
pathetic me. MUST BUY FROM ME HORRRRR.

busy man. my holiday like no holiday like that.
almost everyday must go back school one.
i rather not having school holiday. -.-
hmmms, siian siaaaa.

nothing to write. zzzzz.
hmmms, BYE. lolols.

lingg

2008-11-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

FOOTDRILL TEST TODAY :x

hmms, woke up at 5.30.
left house at 6. hahahaha.
i was the first one to reach konghwa. hahahaha.
then jannah, regina and melissa.

haha, was having carsick, influenced by reginaaa.
she was carsick, then influenced me. hahaha.
she damn quiet, then my carsick come, come? i don know what word to say.
then my eyes watery watery de, then i totally blur.
then my hair was half tied. LOLOL. then the whole bus, somehow, looking at me?
haha, abit malu. LOL.

reached hq bla bla bla.
ms hasna was damn fierce. after she talked, i was getting more nervous and STOMACHACHE.
GOSH LUHH. i was in group 1, the 3rd one somemore. LUCKY NOT THE FIRST ONE.
my voice, never project well, my teaching, not so good, my colour party SCREWED.
i seriously scared i will fail sia. GOSHHH.
PRAY HARD THAT I WILL PASS. all the rest too!
melissa and regina, in group 2, damn lucky luh.
they can see what the rest do, then memorise. LOLOL. i cannot. :x
regina was the last 2, how i wish to be her. can tou xue abit while others are marching. LOLOL
and, we were repeating every steps for more than 10 times.
my group around 2 to 3 hrs later then ends, group 2 also the same.
then ended at around 3 plus 4. then went bishan to eat my BREAKFAST/LUNCH/DINNER.
hahahahahaha, fishball noodle for me, regina and melissa.
weiwen, curry chicken rice, i think.
went home after that.

heyy, my dear friends.
don care about that stupid sucker, alrights?
you all very cute sia. people tagged 3 tags only.
thenn you all tag until like siao. LOLOLOL.
aiya, those people too boliao then come use jj's name and said those stupid words.
don worry luhhh.

TO:
spammer: hahha, yeahh. only you can spam! hahaha.
jiangjie: hey, don worrry. just heck care him although i know is abit difficult for you to let the matter rest. but just forget it bahhh.
fenglingg: heyy, go geylang is uncivilised, haha. hack care him. later tio aids also not our problem.
don care don care, alrights? you all damn cute sia. xD
kai: yup yup. i wont care them one luhh. waste my time only. waste you all de time alsoo. LOL.
regina: hahaha, timid mahh. as timid as a mouse. LOLOL. don need care them. it's okay one.
melissa: HAHAHA, you love you tags? hahahahas, one thinggg, JUST HACK CARE. aiya, his name is timid. so, don care them!
chi: heyy! haha, you never tag too much luh. wahh, relaxx. LOLOL. they very boliao come spam. nevermind, let's hack care them bahh.

OVERALLL CONCLUSION: don care. alrights?! hahahaha.
cool man, my tagboard suddenly got soooo many tags. hahas.
thanks ah! LOLOLOLOLOL.
alrights, donee.
BYEEEE.

2008-11-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

footdrill training againn.
met fengling at 11 plus, then she brought me apple. LOL.
both of us were eating on the way to the bus stop.
it's like, haha! so weird. LOL.
2 girls eating cut apple, haha. to me is weird luhh.

then reached school at 11.3o plus plus.
was waiting for the rest in the school.
talked talked talked. LOL.
thenn, finally they came.
was slacking, memorising stuff like that.
then miss ong came, then junie came.
then train train train, hentak until my legs damn suan. LOLOL.
fun? okay luh. tired? okay luh. sweating? yes, of course. LOL.

tomorrow is footdrill test le lehhhhh..
fail how? siann. i don want malu myself, work hard work hard.
LOLOL, tomorrow, gotta wake up at 5.30.
needa go HQ, for the test. GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY.

after the training, went to paya lebar to meet kexin.
her sister with her too. hahaha.
went tampines mall popular to buy her album.
she bought hei tang qun xia zhuan one. I ALSO WANT. :x
then she bought 2 games. LOLOL.
then after that went nubox. i love that shop man.
all apple products. LOL. aimed 2 things. haha!
the shop is opened by kexin's 3rd aunt. the NEWSTEAD company.
got more than 20 outlets in singapore luh. so cool. LOL.
went century square to have my dinner, mee hun kueh. LOL. nice.
was somehow laughing at a few things that we said. LOLOL.
went home after that.

homeeeee, hahaha.
went to play with my yang yang.
he damn cute sia. i cannot tahan hims cuteness. LOL.
you ask him stare at you, his eyes will open big big one.
then if he eat the tutu, more cute cannnn. LOLOL.
hahahahahas. alright luhh. byee.

LINGG

2008-11-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

LOL. yesterday, went for choir.
okay, forgotten half of what we've done.
LOLOL, nevermind. don talk about yesterday.

todayy, met them at 12, then go in school.
then do lots of thing.
march here march there, talk here talk there.
play here play there.

then around 3 plus, melissa and jannah went home or don know where.
then, went kfc to have our zinger and cheesefries.
LONG JOHN AND CHEESE BUN, very very nice. LOL
then quiet quiet de. LOL
then went back school to slack. actually needa march, but all don have the mood.
alrightt, went home at 5.
was disturbing regina and fengling on the way using my horrible voice.

nothing to blog le. bye.LOL
lingg.

2008-11-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

cool, cool and cool.
i feel so proud! LOL, my dear yilingg. hahaha!

alrights, woke up at 8.30 todayy.
then, left house at 9.58? i think so. LOL.
went school for exco meeting.
only 9 of us out of 14 attended.
zaneta, isabel, zhiying, lihao, terry, bavisha, gerald, farah, and of course, ME. lolols.
the meeting was supposed to start at 10.30, but mr lim was late!
he bought us cappuccino and salads, and muffins, and sandwiches from mac from us. hhaha.
this is the first time i drank coffee after like, 10 years? LOL.
i veryyyyyyyyyyyyyy long never drink le. then abit feel like vomitting.
but, it makes me more awake. LOLOL.
after 3 hours of meeting, said bye bye, and go home. LOLOL.

took the same bus with isabel. talked talked talked. LOLOL.
went home, was lying on the sofa, feel like sleeping.
then my contacts damn dry.
i took out, and i went to sleep.
after 3 hours of sleep, i went to eat and bath. hahaha.
now, here i am. siann luhh.

yesterday: choir.
today: exco meeting.
wednesday: choir.
thursday: footdrill training.
friday: footdrill training.
saturday: footdrill test.
sunday: RESTTTTTT.

sia luhhh, so busy this weeek.
i wanna stay at home and rest, or go and workk. siann luhh.
alright, now almost my whole family is sick.

my father, coughhhh.
my mother, heart problem come back.
my sister: abit cough.
my brother: cough and vomit.
my grandma: cough, sorethroat and don know what.
me: cough, but getting better alreadyy.
siian luhh, so many things. zzz.

siian luhh. i don know what write le.
suddenly forgot. LOLOL.
neverminddd, bye.

linggg.

2008-11-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

LOLOL, found my current blog song on imeem.
Title: My Dear Yiling. LOLOL
cool cool. haha, don know what's that.
but i think the lyrics quite cool.
alrights. hahas.

2008-11-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

heyy. backkk.
siiann, today, i overslept again. LOL.
suppose to go fengling's house at 9.30. but then i woke up at 10.17. zzz.
haha, went her house at around 11 plus.
made shui jiao. was wrapping the meat and the skin fengling's mother made.
hahaha, i bao one all weird weird de shape. LOLOL.
but abit improved after a few. LOLOL.

then, went down to buy 3 kinds of powder.
making cong you bing. LOL.
went back, then, fengling was downloading her gunz.
then, fengling's mother asked me to press the dough dough thing.
quite fun, haha. yeahh.
cooked it. wahhhh, damn nice! LOLOL.
hahahahahas. sorry, i cant upload the pictures. LOL.
i don know why.
the moment i took my memory card out, my whole phone hang. LOL.
then the moment i put in, okay again. LOLOL.
my phone, i think dying soon le. LOLOL.
hahahas. nevemind.
i want the new sony ericsson phone leh. the X1.
thousand over dollars. SIIAN LUHHHHHHH.

haiish, then went for choir.
was late for choirr. LOL.
sorry mr tan! hahahaha.
today, quite fun.
sang a weird weird part.
lydia was the only sop 1 there, sad ah. ahahas.
then dee n dee ooo. LOLOL.
alrighttt. the name for this piece is white horses.
i was telling fengling, why cannot black horses? black nicer mah.
then i don know what fengling said.
then the conductor said, coz the composer racist mah! LOLOL.
funny sia. hahahas. then i was asking him is the composer a girl or guy.
black or white. LOLOL. i know it's stupid. ahahas.
dismissed at 6.

off to fengling's house for dinner. LOL.
cool,hahas. her mother's culinary skill, THUMBS UP MAN.
ahahaa. home at 7 plus plus.

hmmmssssss. alrightt.
nothing to say le.
tomorrow still needa go back for exco meeting. LOL.
byeeeeeeee.

linggg

2008-11-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

heyy. hahahas.

yesteday, TGT day.
hahas, quite fun with the brownies and red cross.
hahas, i was the leader and zhiqi from chung cheng was my assistant.
members were all from Haig girls school. hahas.
they damnn cute luhhh.
play around with themm. hahas.
then charlene and fengling were crazy already luh.
keep on talking about their school. LOLOL.
and, haig girls is really very big. LOLOL.
haha, loads of things , but lazy to write everything down luh. LOL.
after everythingg, went to eat the ONE-TON MEE. haha, wanton mee.
$2.50, shiok ah! damn nice. hahahas.
nice nice nice, we waited for around one hr for the wanton mee if i am not wrong, they say one.
LOLOL. hahahas.
was damn tired, as i had less than 8 hours of sleep. LOL.
almost fell asleep at around 10 plus while watching tv.
then my sister say, DON FALL ASLEEP, want sleep go bed.
then i was like, I NEVER SLEEP, i just close my eyes only (:
then she was like WHATEVER.
hahahaha, i was falling asleep though, LOLOL.

today, rot at home.
wanted to take a nap at 11. then cannot sleep.
got messages everytime, then got people call.
and, the person call le then kap. i don even know who he/she is. LOL.
hahaha, then left house at around 2.36.
went funan to find kexin. lolols.
pei-ed her until 7. wahhh, i so good right? LOLOL.
was bored, and she was reading her comics. hahas.
bought my new mouse too! nice to use. hahahas.
home at around 7 plus plus.

now, here i am! LOLOL.
alright luh, i go watch my wu di shan bao mei. LOLOL.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

LING.

2008-11-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

heyy, back from my boring yet fun day. hahas.

went to funan for my one day job. only one day. LOL.
i was suppose to become the cashier, but in the end, i became the person to how people to write the redeemption thingy. hahas. quite fun luh.
must write the model of the laptop the person purchased and serial number.
if you bought the models that are inside the promotion, you will be given a few free gifts.
free upgrade to 4GB ram + tivoli + free membership+ AIO printer or Microsoft office.
heyy, wanna buy any laptop or printer?
go to funan digital mall now until 9 nov!
newstead is having a post exam promotion at lvl one atrium.
go go go, good deals and free gifts waiting for you!

was boring although there were lots of customers.
but not here for redeemption. so to me is, BORED.
i didnt talk much as i don know them.
but as time passes, i knew some.
especially yong he (: he helped me alot.
talked to me, played with me. haha.
haha. the sec 3 guy. i like your hair! hahas.
hmmms, i hope i can see them again. hahas.
finished at 8, went to buy my kfc for dinner, went home.
hahahas. hmmms yeah, here i am. LOL.

tomorrow, TGT day. gotta go haig girls school.
alrightttttt, byee!
lingg

I'll remember you.
Hope fate let us meet again. (:

2008-11-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

out with regina, charlene and danqi today.

hmmms, met them at broadrick bus stop at 11.
then, took 16 then went cineleisureeee.
bought my mango snow blend.
gossip gossip, opps. :x

then, went alot of places to shop shop, do nothinggg.
looked at the cards in taka. LOL.
danqi asked me what is my ambition, i said, TO BECOME AH MENG.
then she pekchek, then go ask charlene, i said, SHE WANNA BECOME AH MENG'S FRIEND.
then, she asked regina, i said, SHE WANNA BECOME AH MENG'S BEST FRIEND.
haha, i know i damn bo liao. but, high abit mah. LOLOL.

went missing at orchard.
suppose to go far east PLAZA, but went far east SHOPPING CENTRE instead. LOL.
hahahas, walked walked walked.
finally we reachedd. hahas.
bought our XXL chicken, then ate and chat.
extended 2 strands of hair, regina and dan qi also. charlene at first say wanna extend, but never.
lolols, all of us were bored there, so decided to go leisure park.
we took taxi, and lots of funny things happened in the taxi. lololols.

hmms, went leisure arcade. charlene was so crazy about the sweet sweet machine.
LOL. she spent 8 dollars just to get the small minnie mouse and a few mentos.
she was siao like hell luhhhh. hmms.

went kfc. they bought their cheese fries.
chatted and went homee.
hahahahaas.

hmms, nothing to do now. sian.
waiting for my bu liang xiao hua episode 10.
currently watching wu di shan bao mei. siannnnn.
alrightsss. bye.

linggggg.

please, trust me more.
don't like that can?
the more you like that, the more i don't know what to do.
you got anything, can you just say?
please, i don want to see this kinda of anymore.
i have had enough of these stuff.

2008-11-05T20:54:00.001+08:00

hmmmsssssssssssss.
AFTER SOOOO LONG, today first time overslept sia.
supposed to wake up at 7, then leave house at 8.30 go school.
but then, when i woke up at 7, i smsed fengling to go later at around 9.30.
then i went back to sleep again.
then, my mother called me again, to cook my noodles.
i told her, cook finish le, wake me up.
after awhile, i woke up, IT'S 9.30.
i was like, why never wake me up?!
then my sister said, we did, you said later.
I DONT REMEMBER SAYING ANYTHING?!
LOL, maybe i was too into my dreams.
all different one. and yesterday and today de dream, somehow abit link.
from what i think luh. lolols.
another dream is about gunz. LOL.
i told fengling what i dreamt, she was like LOFL.
hahahas. hmmmmmms.

went to find miss onggg
talk talk talk.
then 11 plus. hmmmmms, still alot of time to choir practice.
me and fengling went kfc to da fa shi jian.
ate zinger meal, fengling O.R fillet burger and cheesefries. hahas.
was there for dictation. fengling giving me dictation. hahahas!
then about 1 plus, went back to school, coz kfc alot of ppl.
went school do nothing.
2, went for choir practice.
bla bla, after that, nothing to say already.

hmms, went homeeeee.
did nothing, yes, seriously nothing.
hmms, alrights, bye.

lingggg.

2008-11-05T00:59:00.000+08:00

很想为你

天凉时，很想为你披件外衣；
却因你已寻觅到温暖的港湾，而停止了上前的勇气。

黑夜里，很想为你驱逐寂寞；
却因你已拥有最甜蜜的思念，而不忍心打断你的思绪。

开心时，很想为你送上一瓶香槟；
却因你已幸福的拥在舞池中央，而选择了默默的为你庆祝。

受伤时，很想为你抚平内心的伤痛，
却因你置身于天使的怀抱，而躲在角落里为你虔诚的祈祷。

很想很想，为你付出我的全部力量，
却因你已拥有幸福的羽翼，而只能独自在墙角拾起碎梦的残片。

我不是美丽的花朵，更不是辛勤的蜜蜂；
不能带给你芬芳和甜蜜，但我真的愿意为你默默的付出。

也许你从未发现，会有人如此的守候着你；
不求什么回报，只希望你能得到你要的幸福。

2008-11-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

heyy. lolols.

today went jurong point to watch the coffin.
abit not nice, but abit nice also. lolols.
haha, fengling was scared like hell. lolols.

hmms, went home. took 51 from jurong east all the way to eunos.
sia luhh, 2 hours ++ of bus ride.
my butt almost rot already luhhhhh.
haha, it's okay, fengling. (:

lololols, hmms, i don know what to blog le. today nothing to write. lolols.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

ling

2008-11-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

有时候，我们满身的疲惫，去追逐很多得不到的东西。我们欺骗自己欺骗别人，只不过因为那些存在我们脑中得幻觉，以为不接近就到不了幸福的边缘。可是我们奔跑了多少个美景良辰，到最后，还是握着一张过期的车票不知道何时才是尽头。真可悲，我们清楚的知道自己的可悲。矫情的还是继续矫情，幻觉依旧停止在幻觉，欺骗依然继续谎言，奔跑不断努力奔跑。可是我累了。从轻易的睡觉到整夜的失眠，从纯白走向彩色再走向黑暗，从疼痛到更加疼痛，从难过到更加难过，从虚伪到无比虚伪。身心俱疲，没有思想。这是多么劳累的一个过程，以至于现在一提到这些，已经疲惫的没有言语没有眼泪。我感谢所有赐予我成长经历得人，每一次得到和失去，在生命中都留下漂亮的记号，勾勾叉叉，穿插无数的标点符号，不是暗号，是明朗的彩色云朵。可是，这些灵魂再某一时某一刻，就那么渐渐的离去，与我们渐行渐远，伸出手亦无法挽留，再次相遇的时候，已经是在两条平行的轨道上，隔着千层大气，我看到他们安静得行走，我用尽力气喊出声来，我说我思念你们曾经的温暖，我说你们能不能停下来，看看现在的我，看看我有没有变得优雅，变得坚强，变得美丽。可是，他们有的只是默默的看看我，扬起他们的手臂，挥了几下就迅速的的放下，回过头继续他们的路途，有的微笑了一下就不见了踪影，有的干脆不愿意回头，我知道他们听见了，只是事过境迁，谁也不愿意为我留下一点点的温暖。我终于明白了，这不是在童话里，谁都不会甘心一辈子做谁得天使，即使张开双手，也不能拥抱我们渴望的幸福。现在，我告诉自己，停止奔波，停止不能控制的一切不完美。告诉自己坚强的生活，善待自己，因为我知道，总有那么一些人，他（她）们是真心的爱我的。安静是种幸福，即使不会感觉它，也要学会接受它。

2008-11-03T12:43:00.000+08:00

帶我走;

每次我總一個人走

交叉路口自己生活

這次你卻說帶我走某個角落就你和我

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑像天空纏綿雨的洶湧

在你的身後計算的步伐每個背影每個場景

都有發過的夢

帶我走到遙遠的以後

帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞

帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫

我不怕帶我走

每次我總獨自遠走

保持沉默不皺眉頭

這次你卻說一起走

如此溫柔從此以後

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑

像天空纏綿雨的洶湧

在你的身後計算的步伐每個背影每個場景

都有發過的夢

帶我走到遙遠的以後

帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞

帶我走就算我的愛

你的自由都將成為泡沫

我不怕帶我走

白茫留過漆黑盡頭

潮汐襲來浪花顫動

停在海岸結成了沫哦～

成爲朝向草原其中

又在傳來一滴彩虹

刻在心中拍打著脈搏

帶我走到遙遠的以後

帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞

帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫

我不怕帶我走

帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫

帶我走

2008-11-03T12:10:00.000+08:00

heyy, back. hahas.
hmms, yesterday, went to my san- yi house.
near the little india there.
sia luhh, got ALOT of indian.
that time i go also like thatt.
scary sia they all.
when they look at you, you will have those creepy feeling.
LOLOL, i am NOT racist. i am just saying only.
sorry if i say anything wrong. :x

hmmms, went to a chinese resturant to eat.
beijing dishes. LOL.
spent two hundred plus, but it's worth it.
this resturant nicer than the other time when we went to eat.
that time, we spent three hundred plus, but the food, sia luh. don know how to say.
not too bad, but not to good also.
yesterday one, GOOD AH. haha.
first dish is the xiao long bao.
cool, i don dare eat at first.
coz i scared the soup inside the bao come out, then very hot. LOLOL.
hmms, i know i am lame luh. but is my mother tell me xiao xin mah. LOL.
i ate mango pudding for dessert.
got the hei nuo mi on it. nice nice.
the last dish is chong you bing.
i prefer fengling's mother cook one.
nicer and got more taste. but the resturant one also not too bad luh. hahas.
i eat until damn full luhhhh.
oh rights, i gotta gain more weight during the holidays.
DIE LUH, i am already fat enough. :x
nevermind, fat jiu fat bah.
there's only a difference in size. LOLOL.

our SIBILINGs photo. (全SIBILINGS副)

candid shot of my sis and brother. wahaha.

hhaha, don know what i doing also.

eat ahhh! haha.

haha, alrights. hmms.

finished my daily report. hahas.

alright, going for choir later.

BYE! (:

ling

2008-11-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

DPPGs ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
1 November 2007!
1 November 2008!

we are the.. DPPGS!

`#_Zhang Jun

`#_Regina Koh Hui Shi

`#_Lam Mei Chi

`#_Ong Yi Ling

`#_Melissa Kwan Shi Jing

remember the times we had together.

since 1st November 2007, we are all in this together.

happy, sad, things happened.

conflicts between each other, but, we had been through it.

now, one year had passed.

LET'S CELEBRATE!

Hope to see another one year, and another one year and one year!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU! (:

love,

LING.

2008-11-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

heyy. haha.
hmmms, went for tgt briefing at 10.
me and fengling reached there earlier.
lolols, was walking around bugis junction.
saw a few girl guides.
their shirts behind were: " we are girl guides! "
then, i told fengling, :" we are girl guides too! "
hahaha, i know i am lame.
then, went back to mrt to find the rest.

hmms, was talking crap there.
then all of them came, melissa never come, working.
then, i realised that the guides i saw with their cute shirts are the one we are working with. LOL.
they are from clementi town. yeahh.
then, afina and weiling are the helpers for tgt day.
talk talk talk. made the craft.
alrights, i don know what's wrong with me just now.
was so talkative and hyper. unusual me. LOL.
hmmms, talked about SLTC, and bye bye!

hmms, me and fengling went swimming.
charlene, regina and dan qi, went to have their lunch.
sorry to pangseh you all. haha, let's go out one day!

hmms, went swimming. haha, fun things happened!
i lazy to write down everything luh. hahaha. hmmms.
haha, went ntuc. was so pekchek luh.
i was damn tired, but then need to buy so many things. HMMS.
mood changed.
was damn tired now, DAMN TIRED.

alright, BYE.
lingggg

2008-10-31T21:57:00.000+08:00

公主彻夜未眠 ;

管它几点只要你说想要见面
我的白马随时听候你差遣
如果月圆的美能治好你失眠
我要让它夜夜挂在你床前
王子不怕累陪你每一夜
等你靠在我胸前香甜的入睡
每个黑夜无声世界
风声跟心跳催眠的音乐
夜色的美衬着你的脸
城里的灯火和你一样美
夜幕低垂我的公主彻夜未眠
故事情节半夜都为你上演
满天星星揉着它们惺忪睡眼
所以忽明忽灭陪我们聊天
做你温柔的守卫安全的堡叠
每个黑夜(不怕累)
无声世界(每一夜)

2008-10-31T20:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHARLENE CHEW! (:

heyyyyy. haha.

hmms, today, went for choir at 10.
alright, conductor 11 then come. haha.
practice practice.
was lectured coz of our attitude. then, one of them was like giving attitude to the conductor?
walauu, he lectured us is for our own good leh.
you attitude for what? zzz.
nevermind, hack care her.
then, after the lecture, we seemed more serious.
yeahh, haha. was being bullied by fenglingg.
she very bad sia. LOLOLOL.
recieved our SYF set piece, quite difficult sia.
from what the condutor played, like very difficult.
after choir, went to parkway.
bought something, then home sweet home! lols.

hmms, back home.
after my lunch, i went to sleep.
then, was woken by CHEW KE QIN.
he called me and pranked me luhhh. but got serious question to ask also. LOL.

he:Hello, are you Miss Ong yi ling from 2ea
me: huh? ( in a blur tone)
he: are you yiling from 2ea?
me: huh..? yeahhhhhh...? ( in a sleepy tone.)
he: i am mr..( forgot) from the general office.
me: yeahh?
he: okayy, there is a problem with your result slip.
me: huh?
he: we had given you the wrong result slip. your result slip belong to a sec 1 girl whose name is also yiling.
me: huh? really?
he: what's wrong with your voice?
me: ahhh.. nothing. ( i was sleeping and he woke me up, of course my voice weird weird one luh.)
he: okayyy. so now, i need you to come to school to exchange you result slip.
me: huh? now? are you sure?
he: er, yeahh. now. and, your results shown are all F9.
me: huh? you sure not? i don believe.
he: please, face the reality. it's true.
me: who are you? are you pranking me?
he: i am mr(i forgot) from the general office.
me: ARE YOU KEQIN?
he: errr...?
~silence~
he: YILINGGG
me: what?
he: who am i?
me: KE QIN LUH.
he: YEAHH LUHHH. you believe right? (laugh)
me: yeah luh, i thought what happened.

Lol. i find myself damn stupid to believe him.
hahaa, alrighttt. i woke up.
wow, ALOT OF MISSED CALLS.
haha, i so popular. lololols.
hmmms, then now.
haha, was playing gunz with fengling.
okayyy, i don know how to control luhhhh.
abit pekchek also. my father smoking.
sia luh, i cannot stand the smoke sia.
and he ALWAYS smoke in front of us luhhhhhhh.
I think i gonna die in a few years time.
LUNG CANCER. second hand smoke can kill okayy?!
i hope he can quit luhhh. he only think of himself that he quit he will die.
he never think of if he don quit, all of us will die of breathing too much second hand smoke.
he can smoke and after one, stop for a few mins then start another one.
i seriously cannot stand it luhhhh.
i got cough, because of he smoke.
i got breathing difficulty, throat got problem, all because of that luh.
i know i am bad to say about my father.
but, i asked him not to smoke, he keep smoking.
my things, my clothes, my whatever all got the smoke smell.
some, even think i smoke luhh.
and my brother still so young, then start to breath in second hand smoke.
a few years time, his lungs confirm black already.
i think my lung is very very very black already.
how to ask my father to quit smokinggg?
i seriously cannot tahan already.
everytime he smoke, i diam diam.
my sister also buay tahan him.
my mother also can see luhhhh.
walauu, forget it.
he wont listen to me de luh
now he got serious cough, still smoke. walau.
he never think for us, nevermind. but he never think for himself also leh.
he cough until so jialat , still smoke smoke smoke.
everytime he start to smoke, my face will sure change one.
then he finish, i will be damn happy.
but after 2 to 3 more mins later, start another one.
haiish, nevermindd. i just hope he can quite smoking. that's all.

haiish, forget it.
nevermindd, bye.

LINGGG.

2008-10-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

backkkk, yesterday evening never blog.
coz i don know go where already. LOL.
my dream land. haha.

hmms, rot at home today too.
no need say one luh. goshhhhhhhhhh.
why must i write my boring life on my blog?
damn sian right? sian just say.
i also don know what to write. -.-

hmmms, went fengling house @ 6.30.
went her house just to eat popiah. LOLOL.
her mother's culinary skills is ICHIBAN.
YEAHH. haha. hmmms.
she kept tempting me to eat, when i was already damn full.
but in the end, i lose to temptation. LOL.
hmms, went back to take my laptop then went to her house again.
she asked me to download gunz and play with her.
sia luh, i downloaded until damn pek chek.
must click this click that. then create new accounts. is S, alot of accounts.
then i was watching my hei tang qun xia zhuan last episode.
damn excited luh, then the download thing kept on popping out.
pek chek ah. LOL.
then see fengling play until like very difficult to play.
i now downloaded finish le, i don know how to play. LOL.

hmms, tomorrow got choir from 10 - 1 again.
then maybe, going somewhere to buy something.
hmmmms, alrightttt. tired tired.
bye!

lingggg.

2008-10-29T13:17:00.000+08:00

alrightsss, rot at home now.

hmms, everytime like that one sia.
that time, my mother asked me to cancel everything for today.
coz we going out with my relatives they all.
then, i never ask anybody out sia.
IN THE END, i rot at home.
my mother and brother went to meet my relatives.
coz the car no space to squeeze me in, I NEVER GO.
sian luhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ):
then, my sister going chalet. today until friday.
i love their class! i hope 2ea can also go chalet luhhh. haiish.

okay, i am damn bored now.
tomorrow, do nothingg. siian, i wanna go watch the coffin leh.
tomorrow coming out.
siiann. now my sister still at home. i think she leaving at around 10 mins later.
current time is, 1.21pm. alright, still got so many hours to end the day.
wahhhhhh, i will be bored like hell luhhh.

okayy, tomorrow, maybe also rot at home.
friday, no coz got choir practice.
saturday, maybe also rot at home.
sunday, rot at home too.

ALL ROT AT HOME. haiish.
sooner or later, i will become a BIG MUSHROOM at home.
haiishh, neverminddddd. lolols.

alright, blog later at evening.
hope the time faster come. zzz.
bye.

LINGGGG.

2008-10-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

女生;

鬼：我是女生我只是女生

MEI：轻轻在额头上一吻

牙：是你对我的负责

薰MEI丫蛮：你说我还只是女生不懂爱的残忍

薰：轻轻擦去我的泪痕

A：是你成熟的象征

鬼A薰丫蛮：你说你只会爱女人

鬼A薰MEI丫蛮：还接着笑我笨

鬼牙MEI：但是我心中的爱情

鬼牙MEI蛮：没那么多的难题

黑GIRL：我只知道爱上了

那就是爱上了没有疑问

我是女生

只要爱一个人用尽全力去争

不管爱情有多残忍不管你笑我笨

我是女生

不管爱多残忍我比谁都认真

不管是女生或女人不管你笑我笨

A：我是女生我是女生

只要爱一个人用尽全力去争

不管爱情有多残忍不管你笑我笨

我是女生

不管爱多残忍我比谁都认真

不管是女生或女人不管你笑我笨

我是女生

2008-10-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

对不起;

多久了沒有你的消息

上一封簡訊是星期幾

又錯過了與你的約定

對不起真的不是故意

有時候沒辦法陪著你

你總是對我說沒關係

放不下我對妳的任性

對不起不該讓你伤心

有時候你會讓讓我

儘管我大男人發作

有時候你會裝作不懂

默默地留一些空間給我

這些事情其實我一直都藏在心裡

請你原諒我不懂逗你開心

請你原諒我不懂聽你的心

回想這過去

我學著讓你更安心

別賭氣別任性別放棄

說聲對不起

請你相信我我會更加珍惜

請你相信我我會呵護著你

小小的愛情

卻是我最大的幸運

疼愛的想念的都是妳

請你相信一個這樣的我

請原諒我

對不起~對不起

2008-10-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

heyyyy. lololols.

todayyy, went for choirrr.
suppose to meet up with fengling at 9.15.
but she woke up late. waited for herr.
left house at 9.40. LOLOL.
neverminddd, it's okayyy.

hahaha, choir was not too boring.
begin to like choir practices nowadays. hahas
we need at least 24 people for syf.
almost bah, i guess. today, only 15 turned up. haiish.
i hope, HOPE we can get at least a silver next year. LOL.

hmms, choir ended at around 1.
went home with fengling. saw regina and melissa in school.
went home, did nothingg.
after eating my lunch, rest a while.
wait for time to passs, then i fell asleep.
LOL. i was suppose to coax my brother to sleep.
in the end, he never sleep, IS I SLEEP. lolols.
woke up at around 4.45. somewhere there? LOLOL.

haiish, my life nowadays is boringg.
i let melissa take over my job, coz i need to go back for choir practice.
gotta find another one, at the end of november.
coz, november is a damn busy month for me. yeahh. LOL
you wanna see my calendar? full with events and activites. hahas.

alright, nothing to post le. byeeee.

linggg.

2008-10-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

heyyy.

hahas, due to my laziness again, i never blog.
LOLOLOL.
yesterday, what did i do?
ohhhh, i remembered.
i was rotting at home the whole day.
damn, i got ulcers and had a severe headache and cough, not so bad luh.
i was giddy tooo, very very xin ku.
the headache is driving me crazy luhhh.
when i stand up, there was like something knocking my head using force luh.
siia luhhhh, pain pain.
took a nap at around 2.30 to 5.
woke up for my dinner. ahah, i ate my dinner around this time.

today, went city plaza with fengling and melissa to look for job.
hmmms, alot of them were tao-ing us and damn unfriendly.
one lady boss was DAMN FRIENDLY LUH.
she talked to us nicely and always holds a smile on her face.
she is pretty too! hope she can be my boss luh. LOL.
i found one, but it's only for monday.
i gotta look for more jobs to take care of my whole family.
my mother said that we dont have much money left for living.
so, i need to find jobs to support my family.
there's one sheng siong job.
i wanna work there.
but i cannot quit the job till next year february.
i scared working will affect my studies next year.
but, i need moneyyyy. my mother also don wan go and do. -.-
say what, she don know how to do luh, all kind of excuses.
i was like, now got job you don want.
nevermind luhhh. she wanna do cooking one.
should i do? will it affect my studies? gosh luhh.
i cant help it. haiishhhhh.
neverminddddd. the only thing i can do now, is to save money.

siian, why are children like ME bothering about money?
adults..? i don know. hmmms. let's don talk about it.

alrightt, extended 4 strands of hair.
melissa and fengling extended too.
i don know why i extend. LOL. not obvious though.
it's okayy. as long as i never dye my whole hair.

haha, hmmms.
i don know what to say.
holidays and normal school days do not seem different.
i still need to go back to school for quite lot of days.
tomorrow, need to go back for choir practice.
next year got SYF. hmms, hope can get silver this year.
yeahh, HOPE. LOL.

alrightt, byeee!
lingggg.

2008-10-26T09:57:00.000+08:00

我想去的地方，梦幻世界。

梦幻世界，一个充满幻想的奇幻世界。
一个我非常非常想去的地方。

现实世界里，什么东西都由不得你做主。
现实啊，是残酷的。

有一次，我听着我最喜爱的偶像，周杰伦的歌。
边听边想着我的人生。
我的人生，糟透了！
不知怎么形容我现在的心情。
就，怪怪的吧！

人生啊，说好不好，说坏不坏。
在人生中，一定会遇到许多有趣的事情。
起起落落，时好时坏。
人生啊，就像电视连续剧一样。
到了戏最高潮的时候，观众的心情也会被影响。
同样的，在我们人生中遇到最高潮的时候，我们要怎么做呢？

有时候，会好好地坐下，想一想我遇到的事。
开心的或不开心的都有。
所以啊，人生就是这样。
死板板的。

周杰伦的歌，都是能让我又很舒服的感觉。
每当我心情不好的时候，都会听他的歌。
他的歌，就有一种能安抚他人的心的魔力。
有伤心的，可爱的，抒情的。
他的歌，都有许多风格。一级棒！

现在，是时候往未来出发了。
许多事情都在等着我们。
朋友，要乐观一点哦！
不要被困难打倒了。
放心，我的耳朵能借给你哦！
我一定会在这里陪你渡过难关的。

加油吧！